Lyrics

There is nothing like yesterday
And I hate that you feel this way.
If we keep going like this,
you will lose the rest of me
I gave you the best of me
And nothing will ever be the same.
So please let it all be a nightmare.
How did we get here?
I dont remember this being the end.
I thought you'd always be my friend.
And now I cant control all these fucked up thoughts in my head!

No I can't fight off a single voice in my head.
So why did you leave?
Why did you go? Why wont you tell me what I want to know?
Its hard after all this time
I thought you cared about this as much as I do.
You know its hurting me, I hope its hurting you too
You kept me from breaking and you were the glue

So where are you going to go?
When both our roads dont lead us to the same home?
Will we ever get back to where we were?
Will we ever get back on the same road

I know you remember
Every november? And all of my temper
I think ill be sorry forever
I will be sorry forever.
Sorry for not holding on to you
Sorry for always taking forever
And out of all the things I can't remember
I will always remember you.

When night hits, it fucks me up even more.
I'm remembering what it felt like to be all yours.
And I'm losing my mind, I lost track of time.
I know I say this all the time
But-

I try to tell you a million times at the top of my lungs,
I cant be with you
or without you
- and especially not only friends.
Nooo I can't be only friends.

So when you look back, does your heart beat feel like it goes out of wack?
Do your teeth clench from the lonely nights that we left each other a wreck?
Do you ever think of me even if it's for only a sec.
I'm sorry I cost us everything and I mean I lost everything.
You got to move on,
I tried and it felt so wrong.
You found happiness
Where I found no reason to smile again.

I know I was wrong,
I cant take it back.
I've been learning everyday why you didn't come back.
And I've been forcing myself through every step of the way
Oh every step of the way.

I still get stuck in my head.
I remember everything we never said.
And what we did and even every place we went.
I cant go anywhere without remembering your skin on mine.
The thought that I haven't touched you in a longggf time
It makes my heart hurt to know you found someone.
And we won't ever feel each other again.

So where am I going to go?
When both our roads dont lead us to the same home?
Will i ever get back to where we were?
Will we ever get back on the same road

I know you remember
Every november! And all of my temper.
I think ill be sorry forever
I will be sorry forever.
Sorry for not holding on to you
Sorry for always taking forever
And out of all the things I can't remember
I will always remember you.

I will be sorry forever
Sorry for letting go of you.

Sorry forever.