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.Rehab Straggle

shittyrapper 2 years the rehab struggle rock n roll good night

well I'm here

it's been one hell of a hard road
i just wasn't ready for all the hell i was show it makes me sick that My first try was over a year ago. but as a sat and listen to the others talk it was like a different battle was im not going to be a career rehaber i thought

being fought

Well,
here I am. At my 6th try this has to be the last time before I die.
an i dont think I'm going to make it thru
all i want to do is cry
a tear comes to my eye
I'm done getting high
I swear that ain't no lie
but knowing the man i'm going to be on the other side of addiction makes everything a little easier to get by
i could've tried harder, no no i could've done better, no no
people still talk shit though caz i know i tried as hard as i could so my family could stay thru it all I never lost who I am i just lost everything else as a man looking at where i am now no,

i'm not where i want to stand i gotta get on the other side of this addiction

i know i will and thats no prediction

its all my strength and my conviction.

Ahhhh aye ah,
Let's go
here we go day one

so many fails are behind me and again this hell has begun

30 days of anxiety and depression got my thoughts spun knowing this time will be my
Hardest

but I'm done
i been living in regret all i wanna do is jet but there's one thing i can't
forget
I have no where to go
I have no one no home no friends true colors have been shown
I am not alone

I'm surrounded by people I just met
but well known
cuz we've all lived through the same shit and crawled out of a hell we called home
i cant let my six's try end up a another fail
I'll never go back to that living hell

My future all over the place i'm having a hard time looking anyone in the face feels like I'm in a maze and I barely make it through the
Days everything is getting on my nerves
feels like I'm about to snap I just want to be done with this crap
cuz I will get out of this trap
I hate how I overreacted i just gotta find a way to get my mind back and my life on track it just aint going to be here in rehab and thats facts
now i gotta get a new plan fast cuz I will be done i don't care if im dead last

yeah

y'all talk but never would have made it this far if you had my past