Lyrics

dear diary,
it’s the 14th of February and who cares….. well….its like…..I’ve been thinking……
Sometimes we lose ourselves in the memory of who we were….. our fallen nature….. the clipping of our wings….. Do we deserve life after choosing to hate our own creation? well…hmm…. I guess we’ll see…. just never forget this one thing….. I bled my heart out becuase I love you…….

[verse 1]
broken roads and cracked pavement ahead of me

so instead, I take to the sea!

the cracks remind me of the smile lines on your face (I love you)

oh, what I would do for just one more taste (but I’m leaving)

you’re beautiful soul is like a breeze across my skin (I’m gonna miss you)

it soothes a broken heart even within a memory

no one could ever match that kind of special energy (my heart is broken)

so I take to the sea! (let’s go!)

[chorus]
there’s wind in the sails and the anchors are up,

I’m in search of relief from this pain in my gut

I have a feeling that I left something behind

I could search forever, even if forever meant leaving you, leaving you behind (behind)

[verse 2]

a storm rolls in like a beast in the night

my eye shadow runs like a thief with my bike(so black)

I hold on to the ropes while the sea eats us alive (eats us alive)

for the sake of our love I hope I make it out alive! (make it out alive)

adrift at sea I fade in and out

waiting on a miracle to extinguish my doubt

I close my eyes and let the darkness take me(it takes me into the sea)
[breakdown]

[chorus]
there’s wind in the sails and the anchors are up,

I’m in search of relief from this pain in my gut

I have a feeling that I left something behind

I could search forever, even if forever meant leaving you, leaving you behind (behind)

[verse 3]
I wash ashore, driftwood and shells abound

a new fear strikes me as I look around(where am I)

where am I? What happened? then I hear a familiar sound (high babe, wake up)

it’s you, it’s those smile lines, it’s that beautiful soul (I can’t believe it!)

I went on a journey looking for what I had all along

it turns out leaving you for a something new was always, it was always wrong!

[outro]
dear diary,
survived my journey….. I’m even back with my girl, but this survivors guilt is eating me alive…… the haunting faces of the people I lost in the storm…. I can’t help it….. lord… please give me the strength to love again……..
goodbye for now…….