Lyrics

(it was not my fault, but I miss you)

Yo, I was just fifteen, chillin’ in my zone,
Then you hit me up, man, you took me home.
Not about your looks, it was all about the vibe,
Got me feelin’ shy, but you brought me alive.

Heart raced when you wrapped me tight,
Poundin’ like a drum, everything felt right.
We built a dream, yeah, we planned the scene,
Nice crib, two whips, livin’ like a queen.

Love like a motherfucker, you know it’s real,
Crashin’ through the pain, but I’m tryin’ to heal.
You left me hangin’, but I’m still holdin’ tight,
Got a stuffed animal, memories in the night.

Problems came, but we fought like thugs,
Thought we were ballin’, givin’ all our love.
Two kids runnin’ ‘round, laughin’ in the light,
But then you ghosted me, left me in the night.

Half a year, no text, no call,
Felt like I was tryin’ to climb a stinkin’ wall.
Then you hit me with a “let’s just go our way,”
Now I’m sittin’ here, thinkin’ ‘bout yesterday.

Love like a motherfucker, you know it’s real,
Crashin’ through the pain, but I’m tryin’ to heal.
You left me hangin’, but I’m still holdin’ tight,
Got a stuffed animal, memories in the night.

Saw you with someone, my heart fell apart,
Every pic, every laugh, just stabbin’ at my heart.
Bitches know the truth, they see me still flex,
But I’ll never stop lovin’ you, and that’s no pretext.

Yeah, it hurts like a motherfucker, can’t lie,
Got my head in the clouds, but you’re passin’ by.
Every turn, every memory, it’s all on replay,
Tryna find a way to push through every day.

But in the end, I’ll keep spittin’ this song,
Love’s a bitch, but you know I stayed strong.
So raise a toast to the times and the pain,
I'll carry this love, even when it rains.

Love like a motherfucker, you know it’s real,
Crashin’ through the pain, but I’m tryin’ to heal.
You left me hangin’, but I’m still holdin’ tight,
Got a stuffed animal, memories in the night.

Yeah, love hurts like a motherfucker, that’s the game,
But I’ll hold onto my heart, never feelin’ shame.
You were my first, my ride or die,
So here's to the memories, and I’ll never say goodbye.