Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Deep within the shadows,
Where my lonely soul lingers,
Vacant dreams collide,
(Collide)
The Echo of my laughter,
Now, a haunting guide,
(A haunting guide)
Each step away feels heavy,
Like a chain around my heart,
As I search in all directions,
I find I’m trapped in the dark.
(In the dark...)

[Verse 2]
As I stumble through,
The silence of the night,
(Night)
The streets mirror my despair,
My days have become a cycle,
Can’t escape this nightmare,
(Escape this Nightmare)
Beneath the weight,
Of Phucked up memories,
I drag the past along,
(Past Along)
A soul once bright,
And vibrant,
Now, drowning,
In sorrow...
(Sorrow)

[Bridge]
How could I let this happen?
I’m so lost,
So far from me...
(From me...)

[Chorus]
The sunshine,
Turns to ashes,
Leaving smoke in the air,
(In the air)
Every desire and hope...
Is laced with despair,
Addiction holds me tighter,
(Tighter)
Then the hands,
That caused my pain,
(My pain)
I close my eyes to dream,
(Dream)
Only to wake up,
In the rain...
(In the rain)

[Verse 3]
Every path I walk,
Every corner that I turn,
I see people staring,
Passing judgment on me,
Phuck you, if you do,
You have no idea,
What I've been through...
For those that didn't,
Thank you for,
Not judging,
Or shaming me,
Can you tell...
Is it in my eyes,
Do you see the pain,
Reflecting all the scars,
(So many scars)
Hidden deep from sight,
Loneliness is a blanket,
That suffocates my soul,
(My soul)
This fear grips,
at my heart,
& I dread losing,
control...

[Bridge]
No matter what I wont
Go back now,
If I do it's a guaranteed path,
To my demise...
(To my death)

[Chorus]
The sunshine,
Turned to ashes,
Like smoke in the air,
(In the air)
Every whisper of hope,
Is laced with despair,
Addiction holds me tighter,
(Gripping tighter)
Then the hands,
That caused my pain,
(So much pain)
I close my eyes to dream,
(To Dream)
Only to wake up,
In the rain...
(In the rain...)

[Melodic Interlude]

[Outro]
My dreams,
Turned to ashes,
(Into ashes)
My memories,
Burned up leaving,
Smoke in the air,
(Suffocating smoke)
My Depression,
(laced with sorrow)
All I want is peace,
I just want to sleep,
Long enough to dream,
Only to wake up,
In the rain...
(The rain)

[Music Fades out slowly]