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I thought I would die when you vanished from breath,
Left me in silence with ghosts of your death.
A hollow cavern deep where your light used to sit,
No substitution, no cure—just the split.

No closure. No hug. No final goodbye,
Just the reiteration of “why?” in a ceiling-tiled sky.
You weren’t supposed to fade—this wasn’t the final closing scene,
You were part of the script, part of my happily ever after, every daydream.

Gone too soon, too sharp, too deep,
I felt your absence when I couldn’t sleep.
Bones remembered, flesh betrayed,
My breath collapsed right where the memories stayed.

Laid on the floor through the tick of the day,
Night fell like ash and still—I stayed.
Eyes locked on nothing, trying to see
What “forever gone” really meant to me.

Picked myself up but I moved like a thief,
Stealing joy from the jaws of grief.
Guilt clung tight when my lips betrayed,
A smile—like I’d let your name decay.

To laugh again felt like a sin,
But the wind brought memories and a whisper in.
We danced in echoes, you and I,
Under laughter’s glow in a grief-stained night

Still here, still breathing, still broken and cold,
With stories of you that I carry like gold.

So I laugh, and I cry, and I walk this maze,
But your name is inked on the best of my days.
I hope you’re weightless, somewhere above—
Freely dancing with the song of my silent love.

I’ll keep you curled in the quiet between,
Where sorrow sleeps and shadows convene.
Grief runs black in the veins of my soul,
But love like yours never loses control.

This smile—it’s a tremble, not betrayal’s disguise,
Just a flicker of warmth in a world gone dry.
I wear your memory like funeral lace,
And whisper to absence in your ghost-shaped space.

Still… I wait.

I love you, Talk later.