Lyrics

Blurry motions,
trouble seeing from my emotions,
all these commotions
I coincide with the motions,

Why am I always losing ,
Trouble thinking, why is everything so confusing
there always choosing,
understanding my self I’m always refusing, same excuse that I’m always reusing

Is it that I’m overusing
is it too much that I’m abusing,
maybe I could be misusing,
no matter their never approving

always brought low expectations
never been the one to bring any satisfaction

In this world of coexistent
every thing just feel so distant
Walked passed as if I’m nonexistent
The times of happiness are reminiscent
As if my happiness is even an existence

I lost the confidence to communicate
To be able to speak, what is it that I must accumulate
To talk in front of others is so hard to duplicate. Should I be stuck in silence for the rest of my life or should I be outgoing and stand out, it is what I struggle to
debate

To not have others look down in piety
To be accepted into society
To be free from this constant anxiety