Lyrics

Don’t cry, my boy,
Mom and dad have lost their joy.

Have you ever felt true love’s embrace?
Or am I the fool who fell from grace?
Alexandra, you were my dream come true,
Gave me hope, then heartache out of the blue.
I walked away, needed space to heal,
What I felt for you was so very real.
You got pregnant, and I was over the moon,
But you listened to others, and left me too soon.

**Chorus:**

I’m losing my mind,
I hate you, I love you, I'm in a bind.
With you, I can't, without you, I'm blind.
I'm losing my mind,
Sometimes I want to leave it all behind.
Even in jail, I wonder if you'd still be kind.

Jealousy took its toll,
Trust was never in control.
Endless fights with no gain,
Yet I find myself kissing you again.

Four years slipped by, like sand,
Months of stress, holding a trembling hand.
I burn the photos, try to forget,
Neighbors hear my cries, filled with regret.
Truth is, I miss you, not the pain you bring,
You held the key to my everything.
Did all I could just for your smile,
Now I’m here, lost for a while.


I’m losing my mind,
I hate you, I love you, I'm in a bind.
With you, I can't, without you, I'm blind.
I'm losing my mind,
Sometimes I want to leave it all behind.
Even in jail, I wonder if you'd still be kind.

Inside my cell, thinking of you,
Reading your letters, "I love you too."
Want to try again, make things right,
Called you daily, dreaming of your light.
Your photo on my wall, mile after mile,
Who knew I'd miss your smile?

I’m losing my mind,
She loves me, she loves me not.
How could you betray when I was caught?
I trusted you, left with a heart full of thought.

Eventually, you visit once in pain,
Trust was never in the frame,
But my love for you remains the same.
It is what it is, a mess we confess,
I’m losing my mind, nothing less.