Lyrics

Intro:

So much pain,(all the pain)
I’ve held inside, (ah la la la)
Barely, hanging on, (by a thread)
I don’t feel alive. (I die inside)
When , I close my eyes.
Reliving the, What ifs, (why nots)
Regrets, and might’ve beens.
How do I save myself from this?
Save myself (Save myself)

Verse 1:

It’s like walking alone in the dark,
On a road with no lights. (Ah la la ahh)
Blinded from what’s ahead.
No absolute destination in sight. (Ah ah oh oh)
Hitting every bump in the road.
I stumble and then I fall , (fall)
Beaten and bruised by the abuse.
Reaching for the dark as I crawl. ( crawl)
No one is there to reach for my hand.
Realizing that it’s all in my mind.
No contact from another.
Relying on myself to save me this time.

Chorus:

As I struggle with my mind,
My past haunts me so much.
The loneliness feels like home.
Grasping reality has lost its touch.
I lost the light inside of me, (losing myself)
Shouldn’t rely on someone else,
Waging wars with inner demons. (It’s a war!)
In the end, I save myself. (Save myself!)

Verse 2:
Everyone thinks that can save me. (Can’t)
They will never understand in the end.
Just for a day inside my mind. (Hear me)
No one ever stayed long enough to comprehend.
The darkness consumes my heart. (It’s empty)
A bad habit to push those who love me away.
No, I’m no good for love, just leave me. (Leave)
Poster child of, “It’s okay to not be okay!”

Chorus:

As I struggle with my mind,
My past haunts me so much.
The loneliness feels like home.
Grasping reality has lost its touch.
I lost the light inside of me, (losing myself)
Shouldn’t rely on someone else,
Waging wars with inner demons. (It’s a war!)
In the end, I save myself. (Save myself!)

Bridge:

I don’t expect anyone to love me. ( oh yeah)
Damaged from the ones I left behind.
In the end, everyone leaves me. (Leaves me)
Alone to fight the war inside my mind.
No one reached for my hand in the dark.
I can’t rely on someone else.
For all those who tried to fix me,
It’s up to me to save myself.
(Save myself!)

Outro:

Reached out my hand into the dark,
Stopped expecting from someone else.
Found out, that I’m the one to fix me.
In the end, I saved myself!
I saved myself!
(Saved myself)