Lyrics

everyone you love
will die someday
that's the cruel decree
Nothing lasts forever,
etched in misery
Got these regrets,
(“far to many”)
a mountain I can’t
I can’t can’t. can’t
climb climb
I in have far too many regrets
reeeegggggrrrretttttttts
so many
to many reeeeeeeeeeeeeeegrets
wasted so much
precious time
so much to much
time wasted,
time I wish I’d reassigned
(“can’t go back”)
This guilt eats me alive
eating me alive
alive
alive
eating me from the inside
from inside
in
side
a constant,
agonizing
fight
a life
I can’t
re write
a life I denied
denied denied
a heart I let die
let die let die
ain't no fucking game
Reality bites,
a cold
It’s cold
so cold
and bitter flame
it’s a goddamn plague
GODDAMN PLAGUE
ITS A FUCKING PLAGUE
ITS A DAMB FUCKING
PPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYGGGUE
ALL IT BRING IS pain,
IS PAIN
IN PAIN
THIS PAIN
THIISSS PAIN
THIS FUCKING PAIN
Wish I could change
COULD CHANGE
WOULD CHANGE
Be a better person
somone I love
I LOVE
I LOVE
I LOVE
I LOVE
I LOVE I LOVE
AGAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYN
I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE A
a better version
been trapped for so long
if I don’t do somthing
death is certain
(“I don’t want to die”)
I DONT
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t I don’t WANNA DIE
don’t
wanna
die
how can u
leave him here
with such a weight
to burden
stop the show
and close
the curtains
on the worlds most
important person
wouldn’t understand
hurt him
destroy him
he’d think I just abandoned him
up and left
just left
(“just left “)
just deserted him
I’ve seen what
that pain
can do to
even the most
maturest person
the pain of
losing a parent
it’s
impossible to
function
the room now has an elephant
it’s made itself at home
established its new settlement
and this hefty weight
holds no sentiment
it’s taken over and it’s covered your home in excrement
it’s a shitty tenant
with a shitty temperament
of course I told it to leave
im not that arrogant
just cause I’m in pain
don’t mean I lack intelligence
keeping that pain
would just be negligent
never give that pain a settlement
don’t give that pain a prevalence
at its holds such benevolence
it’s dark and it’s malevolent
it’s the darkest fucking element
this ain’t no house cat
it’s an elephant
it lingers like a pestilence
it’s intense and extra decadent
the pain is so damn eminent
to think this pain is prevalent
anything other than the elephant
just seems to be irrelevant
to me
the damage is eminent
this elephant so damb prevalent
its presence holds detriment
He might not understand, the demons I possess
I don't think he will ever know how much I love him, my soul wouldn’t rest
all this worry and pain
has made me drift away
when I see your face
over love I feel pain
it’s a pain from how much I love you and the fear of never seeing you again
(“I don’t want to die”)
I DONT
I don’t I don’t I don’t I don