Lyrics

I can't stand this inner pain
The feeling like I've been misplaced
An absent self seems like the better way
Still I can try to prove myself
Moving farther only to fail
And I continue to push to love
Try to get above
Only a touch of it heals
But too much hurt to take in
My heart beginning to peel
I Feel nonexistent
Like a projection
I can't move on like this
Better off on the rope
Watching myself slip away
Thought of being in a better place
Life felt like it was moving
There was nothing wrong
Trying to do my best
But does it matter
I'm stuck between closing walls
makes going to the other side
Much further away and I cant see
Trying so hard but I can't breathe
The corners they begin to close
No way to dig through
There is no light shining
Too far and the way is too long
How can I keep from feeling the tightness
Against this heart of mine
The smother feels worse
I somehow break through
Only with every bit of life I have left