Lyrics

[Hook - Sung, Broken Voice]

I couldn’t look at her face, couldn’t see her that way
Didn’t go to the funeral, just stayed away
Now I pay for it every single day
She’s gone, and I made her fade…


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[Verse 1]

I was scared, I’ll admit it — I ran from goodbye
Couldn’t face the cold truth, so I just let it slide
They said, “Come say your last words,” I said, “Not tonight”
Now I talk to the walls like they’ll bring her to life
I failed her, and I know it — I keep hearing her cry
In dreams where she’s breathing and asking me why
Why wasn’t I there, why didn’t I fight
Why did I let her slip into that night?


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[Hook - Repeat with Emphasis]

I couldn’t look at her face, couldn’t see her that way
Didn’t go to the funeral, just stayed away
Now I suffer every breath I take
She’s gone, and I made her fade…


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[Verse 2]

People tell me, “You gotta forgive yourself”
But I keep punishing my mind, won’t ask for help
I replay it all, from the start to the end
Like if I feel enough pain, maybe I can pretend
That I’m paying a price, that it makes it fair
But she’s still gone, and I’m still here
I don’t laugh the same, I don’t sleep at all
I carry her name like a chain that won't fall


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[Bridge - Soft Spoken]

I didn’t bury her, but I buried myself
That day she died, I lost my self
I don’t want peace, I don’t want light
I just want to feel this every night


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[Final Hook - Low Voice, Almost Whispering]

I couldn’t look at her face, couldn’t see her that way
Didn’t go to the funeral, just stayed away
Now I live with the guilt, day after day
She’s gone, and I made her fade…