Mama Through the Wall

Letra

[Intro - short, piano] I can't feel my face, but I still feel you [Verse 1] Two a.m., I'm faded on the bathroom floor Your perfume on my hoodie, but you ain't here no more Pour another one to drown the way you said goodbye Funny how the high don't ever reach the part that CRIES Scrollin' through your pictures with my eyes half closed Everybody see me smilin', nobody knows I been mixin' up my feelings with whatever's in my cup Tryna kill the memory, but it keeps wakin' up [Pre-Chorus] And I'm so numb, so numb But you're the only thing I feel [Chorus] I took somethin' just to sleep, still dream of you Took somethin' just to breathe, still BLEED for you Every pill a little piece of the love we had I'm so high, I'm so high, but I'm still sad Num luv, num luv Can't get you outta my blood [Verse 2] Mama prayin' for me, I can hear her through the wall Phone keep lightin' up, but it's never your call Said you'd never leave, now I'm talkin' to the ghost Of the girl who used to hold me when I needed it the most Friends say let it go, but they don't know the WEIGHT Every high I chase is just another way to wait For you to come back, for the pain to FADE I'm a broken heart wrapped in a purple haze [Pre-Chorus] And I'm so numb, so numb But you're the only thing I feel [Chorus] I took somethin' just to sleep, still dream of you Took somethin' just to breathe, still BLEED for you Every pill a little piece of the love we had I'm so high, I'm so high, but I'm still sad Num luv, num luv Can't get you outta my blood [Bridge - just piano and voice] Maybe I don't need the drugs Maybe I just need some love Maybe if I put it down I could hear my heart again [Final Chorus - quieter, breaking] I took somethin' just to sleep, still dream of you Took somethin' just to breathe, still BLEED for you Every pill a little piece of the love we had I'm so high, I'm so high, but I'm still sad Num luv, num luv I gotta get you outta my blood [Outro - fading] Outta my blood Outta my blood [End]