success vs trauma

Letra

for years to the end you had me wonder if im enough if i deserved a second chance or if i was a bad person to deserve your cruelty and for years tryna understand why you would put this on me and my family now understanding that its not me its you and putting a death in my life because of your hate and selfishness for wanting to ruining me for life to day and night full of stress and ptsd because of someone ive never liked or loved but i still cared for but for them not to give a what, standing in court with my lawer thinking to myself all this because of you and now the crown court coming up and im up all night goeing through paper work through folders to emails til the day finaly comes and im in the waiting room with my dad ,my daughter and my son and my friend bell, hot and frustrated with my blazer filling up with heat i go in a room with my lawer for him to say its his first day and ive got crown court in 20 minutes for him to learn everything in 20 minutes with every passing second of the clock waiting for a fair trial and not being able to tell my family and friends then goeing in the room to say that my charges have droped and im now a free man with a dead wieght lifting of my shoulders and a cloud of relife i lefed with my family and friend and said we won then goeing to the oister fleet to have a jack Daniels and drinks for everyone and toasting to my mum and to a wonderful nan and now im in a calm and stressful enviement with good times ahead