Lyrics

"I’m fine.” That’s what I say.
'Cause it’s easier to lie than explain the pain
Can't talk to my fam, can't talk to my friends
I power through, fake strength, pretend

Every time I stand, life hits harder than before But I smile, I laugh, I put my face to the floor They say, “hey You okay? You don’t seem right.” I say “I’m Fine,” and I hide it every night

Tried to tell Dad—he just shut the door
Tried to tell Mom—she said, “It could be Worse, you don't know Real Pain—just Endure.
Okay, yeah, I didn’t know pain had a minimum requirement, before I was worth you time, I'll just keep a weight, a score.
You don’t need to hit bottom to break,
You don’t need to bleed for the pain to be fake,
You are real, and your soul still breathes
You are more than the scars they can’t see, I’m drowning inside, can’t take much more, should I, just—endure....

I’M FINE, I’M FINE, I SCREAM TO SURVIVE!
A HEART THAT’S ALIVE!
I STARE DOWN THE DARK, I WON’T LET IT WIN!
I WON’T GIVE IN, I WON’T GIVE IN!

I PUSH BACK, EVEN WHEN IT HURTS TO BREATHE
I’M STILL HERE — AND I’M CHOOSING ME!
SO IF YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING THROUGH THE NIGHT
I’M NOT OKAY — BUT I’M STILL GONNA FIGHT!

My friends say I seem different now,
But I keep my thoughts to myself.
There’s someone I wish I Could talk to,
Though distance grows, unseen, unfelt.

I cared in ways I never should have shown,
Held on too tight when I should have let go.
A quiet ache beneath the calm,
A fading light I can’t control.

Some things remain just out of reach—
Not meant to stay, not meant to be.
Still, warmth lingers where hope once was,
And that’s enough for now, I have already said to much.....

Alone in my room, cigar and a thought
Gun on the table… don’t know what I’ve got
I whisper to the dark: “Is this how it ends?”
But I see their faces—the one I love, my friends

And family too, in the back of my mind
The ones who would break if I left them behind
What if my pain becomes their weight?
What if I die and it seals their fate?

So I drop the gun, put my head to the ground, Shedding tears, And say
Not today, not now — I turn it around.
I won’t give up — my soul won’t back down.

I’M FINE! NO, SCREW THAT, I’M HURTING INSIDE!
BUT I WON’T LET GO, I REFUSE TO HIDE!
I’LL FIGHT FOR MYSELF, I’LL ROAR AND I’LL BLEED!
I’LL LIVE FOR THE ONES WHO STILL BELIEVE!

PUSH BACK! EVEN IF YOU’RE BROKE AND BRUISED!
SCREAM OUT — YOU’VE GOT NOTHING TO LOSE!
SAY IT LOUD TO THE NIGHT, TO THE VOID, TO THE SKY—
"I WILL NOT FAIL, I WILL NOT DIE!"

I love my life and those in it—
The battles, the blessings, every minute.
I’m still here… I’m not finished, not done,
There’s more to fight for, more to become.

So if the weight feels too heavy tonight,
If the silence is loud and the dark steals your light—
Come find me, we’ll scream through the Night,
Let it out loud—

Together we rise, together we cry,
Together we heal, we don’t have to lie.
We are the fire, We are alive