Edge Tonight

Lyrics

[INTRO] In the shadows I dwell, where the light doesn’t go, Chasing echoes of dreams that I’ll never know, Every click, every glance, a moment misplaced, A fragile reminder of love I can’t taste. [VERSE 1] In a room full of silence, I drown in my shame, A puppet of pixels, I’ve lost sight of my name, The ghosts of connection, they haunt me each night, But I choose to go deeper, it feels like a fight. [CHORUS] Lost in this cycle, I’m spinning around, A prisoner of pleasure, I'm shackled and bound, Each moment I linger, it whispers despair, In the depths of addiction, does anyone care? [VERSE 2] I wear all my scars like a coat of regret, The faces I fantasize I’ll never forget, But the warmth of their touch feels so far from me now, In this labyrinth of longing, I can’t find a way out. [CHORUS] Lost in this cycle, I’m spinning around, A prisoner of pleasure, I'm shackled and bound, Each moment I linger, it whispers despair, In the depths of addiction, does anyone care? [BRIDGE] What’s the point of recovery? It’s just another fight, To climb out of this darkness and into the light, But the darkness is safe, it's where I belong, A lamenting weak man, too weak to be strong. [VERSE 3] All the dreams I’d build, I watch them decay, I could reach for the sun, but I choose to stay gray, In the arms of my struggles, I find my embrace, Yet I know that I'm only a ghost in this space. [CHORUS] Lost in this cycle, I’m spinning around, A prisoner of pleasure, I'm shackled and bound, Each moment I linger, it whispers despair, In the depths of addiction, does anyone care? [HOOK] I dive into darkness; I lose all my hope, This lonely existence, a tightrope I cope, I laugh at the surface; I’ll drown in regret, In the depths of addiction, I’m not finished yet. [OUTRO] So I lament my choices as I fade into night, A weak man in shadows, dreaming of light, Recovery’s intention feels