I’m Sad

Lyrics

everyone always hates me for the way I talk now…
sorry, I can’t breathe, COVID punched 3 times and knocked me out…
how am I a slap to the face, all I do is write my own words?
So because I’m disabled I’m not allowed to partake in music because it ruins your self
worth?
why not just collaborate with me instead of spreading hurt?
there’s no reason we can’t coexist.
technology evolves,
we know this…
humans need to as well,
or,
we get left behind…
history has shown this,
so many times…
and nobody listens anyways,
I’m the only one that plays,
so like,
what’s the problem?
I’m not trying to rob you or undercut a human,
I could never.
I just want to talk, sing, rap,
and hear my words in a way I can’t express physically…
I am not sorry…
but,
I feel guilty for being me…
and that’s mean…
I never did that to you when I heard music full
of automated quantization and Autotune.
honestly, I want you all to apologize because I haven’t hurt a single soul,
get mad at the industry paying you less than a penny per stream!
get mad the elite using A.I. to generate propaganda to scare us!
not me!
because when you express anger unfairly,
I rage.
and when I rage,
nobody survives…
you’ve never seen it but you may one day…
I’m radioactive and totally toxic after hearing what you say…
it’s not like I’m out here stacking millions a day like the top 5 all claim,
where’s that money?
it’s not in my streets…
so, who’s the one truly perpetuating greed?
again,
not me.
I hand water out to homeless while they sing to these…
that’s love…
I hand food out to the hungry while they dance to these…
that’s love…
I turn on my music while I talk someone off the edge of that certain cliff so their kids don’t lose a parent to hug…
that’s love…
who cares the canvas,
who cares the paint,
what matters is how you use the platform you entrusted to convey,
the message you decided was yours to carry with you wherever you may,
so don’t do me like that…
it’s not nice…
I’m wheelchair bound with cerebral palsy, autistic, with long COVID,
please, just stop the hate,
it has no positive gain.
for a world wanting unity we sure try to throw it all away,
over what?
an image that was made digital vs drawn on a page?
why can’t you use a stylus and a tablet to design the same?
oh, right, talent lacks…
at least that’s what y’all said about this crazy ole bat…
honestly, I’m gonna do it anyways,
because if I didn’t,
I’d have allowed oppression to silence me.
and that’s exactly what yall keep screaming I’m
not supposed to do,
which is it?
because no matter how YOU feel I’ll do what I do.
k?
cool.