Lyrics
(Dark, gritty trap metal with raw energy and a hard-hitting flow)
(Intro – Raff Growling)
Raff:
You wanna know why I’m so fuckin’ cold? I was born in the gutter, made in the streets. Now I live to get high, that’s all I got left.
(Beat drops, heavy bass and dark guitar)
(Verse 1 – Raff)
Grew up in the gutter, dirt on my kicks,
Thirteen, I was dealin’ dope, learnin’ the tricks.
Brother got shot, left to die in the street,
Now I carry that weight, pain I can’t beat.
Momma wasn’t home, daddy didn’t give a fuck,
I was out there hustlin’, tryin’ to make my own luck.
Every scar I took made me hard as hell,
Now I’m high as fuck, don’t need no farewell!
(Chorus – Raff)
All this shit made me hard as fuck,
Grew up broke, now I’m runnin’ amok!
Pain in my heart, fire in my veins,
Turned into a beast from all this fuckin’ strain!
I’m ruthless, I’m reckless, I live for the high,
Booze and drugs, party ‘til I die!
(Verse 2 – Raff)
Had a baby momma, thought she’d ride or die,
But that bitch fucked me over, I said goodbye!
Came home to find her with another man,
Now I drink ‘til I’m numb, ain’t no love in the plan.
She took my kid, now I’m just a ghost,
All I got left is the pills and the toast!
I’m drinkin’ every night, drownin’ in the pain,
Poppin’ pills, snortin’ lines, partyin’ through the strain!
(Chorus – Raff)
All this shit made me hard as fuck,
Grew up broke, now I’m runnin’ amok!
Pain in my heart, fire in my veins,
Turned into a beast from all this fuckin’ strain!
I’m ruthless, I’m reckless, I live for the high,
Booze and drugs, party ‘til I die!
(Verse 3 – Raff)
Now I’m the wolf in the night, huntin’ for thrills,
I deal to stay high, snortin’ powder and pills!
I’m too fucked up to care about love,
I’m just schemin’ for the cash, gettin’ high up above!
Ain’t no more feelings, I’m too far gone,
Just me and these bottles, gettin’ lit ‘til dawn.
Partyin’ every night, I live for the fire,
Pourin’ out the liquor, poppin’ pills, gettin’ higher!
(Chorus – Raff)
All this shit made me hard as fuck,
Grew up broke, now I’m runnin’ amok!
Pain in my heart, fire in my veins,
Turned into a beast from all this fuckin’ strain!
I’m ruthless, I’m reckless, I live for the high,
Booze and drugs, party ‘til I die!
(Bridge – Raff Speaking/Growling)
Raff:
Ain’t no more tears, ain’t no more love. Just the drugs, the drink, and the chaos. That’s all I got left.
(Final Chorus – Raff)
All this shit made me hard as fuck,
Grew up broke, now I’m runnin’ amok!
Pain in my heart, fire in my veins,
Turned into a beast from all this fuckin’ strain!
I’m ruthless, I’m reckless, I live for the high,
Booze and drugs, party ‘til I die!
(Outro – Raff Speaking)
I don’t need love. I just need another hit, another drink. That’s my fuckin’ life now. Hard as fuck.