Lyrics

[INTRO]
In the silence of the night,
Where the shadows feel so bright,
I wear this mask, I play this part,
But deep inside, I’ve lost my heart.

[VERSE 1]
No love, no happiness, what a cruel game,
Behind these walls, I’m the one to blame.
Heavens call, but I’m trapped in this pain,
With judgment and shouts, it’s all the same.
Every smile’s a lie, every word’s a plea,
I’m screaming for help, but no one can see.
PTSD whispers, a haunting refrain,
Memories bleed like water through rain.

[CHORUS]
No love, no happiness, where do I belong?
Heaven's gates feel so far, I'm lost in this song.
Every heartache echoing, drowning me slow,
But I'll keep on fighting, through the highs and the lows.

[VERSE 2]
Shame wrapped around like a thorny vine,
I drown in my silence, can’t speak, can’t shine.
The laughter I fake, oh, it cuts like a knife,
Each day a battle, it’s hard to feel alive.
Trapped in the cycle of trauma and grief,
I seek for relief, but I can’t find belief.
I walk through the fire, I’m desperately brave,
Fighting the demons, but I’m still a slave.

[CHORUS]
No love, no happiness, where do I belong?
Heaven's gates feel so far, I'm lost in this song.
Every heartache echoing, drowning me slow,
But I'll keep on fighting, through the highs and the lows.

[BRIDGE]
So if you hear me screaming in the night,
Know I’m just a soul searching for the light.
Behind these eyes, a story unfolds,
A fight for redemption, a heart that’s been sold.

[CHORUS]
No love, no happiness, where do I belong?
Heaven's gates feel so far, I'm lost in this song.
Every heartache echoing, drowning me slow,
But I'll keep on fighting, through the highs and the lows.

[OUTRO]
In the silence of the night, I’ll keep holding on,
Though the love may be fleeting, I’ll find where I belong.
No more hiding this shame I’m letting it out so all the pain will be gone as you hear me shout