Lyrics

Maybe I’ve lost it.
Or maybe I’ve just lost it all.
Why’s it all so toxic?
Am I a fool for how I fall?
I try to get a grip
But it always seems to slip
And I can’t find the wherewithal

Here I go again down a hole
In the back of my mind,
arguing with all these echoes
Here we are again, all alone
Me, myself, and I
am nothing on my own.
Here I sit with nothing
Yet I’m still playing host
With memories that haunt me
Like the shadow of a ghost

Maybe I’ll find it
Right there where I left it off
Play it back, rewind it
I had it once but now it’s gone
I try to hold on
But I’ve got it all wrong
Tryin to fit in where I don’t belong

[bridge]
somewhere my head was poisoned
By little voices in my ears
They said that they knew better
While drowning in their fears
And now I see it clearly
But I don’t want to anymore
I’d rather block them out
And deadbolt all the doors
One day I will be here
And the next I will be gone
It’s not goodbye forever
But for now it is so long

Here I go again down a hole
In the back of my mind,
arguing with all these echoes
Here we are again, all alone
Me, myself, and I
am nothing on my own.
Here I sit with nothing
Yet I’m still playing host
With memories that haunt me
Like a shadow of your ghost
these memories they haunt me
Like the shadow of a ghost