Lyrics

Intro – Spoken, low and cracked voice]
“I told her… I don’t fall easy.
But she ain’t listen.
Or maybe she did… and that’s why she ran.”

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[Hook]
She lit my blunt, then lit my fuse
Told me “You safe,” I still felt used
Love like lean—taste sweet, then bruise
I was drownin’ in her lies with a million views

Looked like heaven, talked like war
Fucked on the floor, then I dodged rapport
Every I love you felt more like lore
Like she read it off a script she rehearsed before

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[Verse 1]
She had Xanax in her purse and ambition in her bio
Claimed she hated drama but her life was a revival
Of every toxic trope I tried to outgrow
But I was high off the thrill like a tightrope show

Gave her access to my past like a login code
Now she scrollin’ through my trauma like it’s somethin’ she owned
Gave her all the cheat codes to my soul, no shield
Now I’m glitchin’ off the love, can’t tell what’s real

She said, “You’re different”—nah, she said that to three of us
Kissed me like revenge, not like love—don’t mix us up
Said she loved pain, so I gave her mine in doses
She sniffed my sadness like a line, eyes unfocused

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[Bridge – whispered flow, melodic like Kendrick’s layered vocal tricks]
“You don’t even love me… you just hate being alone”
“You don’t even trust me, you just hate your phone”
We was never stable, just addicted to the fall
And I kept climbing ‘cause the silence felt small

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[Verse 2]
She’d block me mid-text just to feel control
Then unlock me at 2AM like “pick up the phone”
I did. Every time. Addicted to the dopamine
Fake apologies and pills in her dopamine

She said her dad dipped, her mom cold
Said she never healed, just grew bold
I shoulda known better, but I folded
Told her I’d stay—truth is, I was lonely too

We bonded over trauma like it’s Netflix
Her walls high, but her skirt short—mixed signals in the metrics
Told her I ain’t scared of the dark, I live there
But she made it feel new—like a nightmare with silk hair

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[Hook]
She lit my blunt, then lit my fuse
Told me “You safe,” I still felt used
Love like lean—taste sweet, then bruise
I was drownin’ in her lies with a million views

Looked like heaven, talked like war
Fucked on the floor, then I dodged rapport
Every I love you felt more like lore
Like she read it off a script she rehearsed before

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[Outro – spoken, static fades in, voicemail energy]
“You ever love somebody so much you ignore every signal?
Even when your gut screamin’ loud like sirens?
Even when your peace feel like it’s on fire?
Yeah…
That’s how I knew I was already losin’.”