Lyrics

They post their smiles, I post nothing
I stare at the wall, heart barely thumping
They get drunk, fall in love for the night
I bleed alone under bathroom lights

They say “you changed,” but I was never seen
Just a ghost in a crowd, stuck in between
Parents fight, friends lie, sleep don’t come
So I talk to the blade when my voice feels numb

This is the life of the broken and bruised
Where dreams don’t grow and love’s been used
While they dance to beats, I drown in thoughts
A young soul lost, in a world that forgot

Music on loop, tears on the sheets
Can’t tell if it's night or if it’s just repeat
They chase thrills, I chase air to breathe
They find hope — I can’t believe

Scars down my arms, hoodie in July
Say “I’m fine” with a thousand lies
Mom don’t ask, dad don’t see
Just wanna scream, “is there someone for me?”

This is the life of the broken and bruised
Where dreams don’t grow and love’s been used
While they dance to beats, I drown in thoughts
A young soul lost, in a world that forgot

I’m not lazy, I’m just tired of pain
Not ungrateful, just stuck in the rain
They say “pray” but I don’t know how
All I do is survive right now

And if I vanish, would they even look?
Or just keep scrolling like it’s part of a book?
So I write this verse, just so you might see
There’s a war inside — and it’s killing me