Lyrics
[VERSE 1]
It's hard to breathe, every step feels like a mistake,
He was the one who taught me love, but now my heart breaks.
He loved the music, I loved him, that's how it started,
Now I'm lost in these tracks, where he once departed.
His kids look at me, eyes full of questions,
How do I tell them, there's no more lessons?
He didn't like this world, but he fought through the pain,
For them, he stayed, now it's hard to explain.
[CHORUS]
Why is he gone, and I'm still here?
The silence is loud, the pain's so clear.
Should’ve been me, in his place,
But I’m left with memories, I can’t erase.
[VERSE 2]
I hope there's a reason, some purpose in this,
But the void in my chest, it's hard to dismiss.
He tried his best, held on for so long,
But the world's too heavy, it all went wrong.
Now I'm stuck with this guilt, it eats me alive,
Wishing it was me who didn’t survive.
The music still plays, but it’s not the same,
Without him here, nothing eases the pain.
[CHORUS]
Why is he gone, and I'm still here?
The silence is loud, the pain's so clear.
Should’ve been me, in his place,
But I’m left with memories, I can’t erase.
[BRIDGE]
I see his kids, they look just like him,
I wish I could bring him back, from the dim.
Tell them it's okay, that he's still around,
But all I have are echoes, no more sound.
[CHORUS]
Why is he gone, and I'm still here?
The silence is loud, the pain's so clear.
Should’ve been me, in his place,
But I’m left with memories, I can’t erase.
[OUTRO]
He taught me to love, now I learn to grieve,
In every beat, in every breath I breathe.
I’ll hold on for him, for the love he gave,
But the pain remains, deep as a grave.