I'm Done
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! I'm done living this life!, being nice!
done with the cries!
i'm done, done, never seeing happiness with these eyes!
doing ice, the good and bad highs!
i'm done, done thinking about both my ex wives, looking back at all their lies!
And most of all,
I'm done, i'm just done, with all my failed tries
and this is all i know to say
"its just to hard to live this fuckin way"
hello my name is depression
let me tell you how your mind became my possession
i'm the reason you feel lonely in a crowd
nothing but failure will ever be allowed
you will never be proud
ideas lost up in the clouds
I'll be the emptiness you feel inside
full of tears with all you've cried
you'll never even want to go outside
I'm the weight that will drag you down when your life begins to look up
I'll be the feeling in your gut
that makes you think lifes full of bad luck
everyone will think your lazy
making you feel so crazy
and you've seen a lot of me lately
you'll have no motivation
only total frustration
knowing only separation
i will steal your dreams
they'll just be planned out schemes
everyone knows sadness but i promise you yours will be extreme
I'll consume your time so you'll have none for anyone besides me
your mom will call you her mistake
so your hope will be so easy for me to take
and a day will come when you have nothing but my pain to drag you to the ground
scream all you want it'll never help no matter how loud
i'll be the reason you feel like your just prisoner, in your head
and for me there is no cure, just pain instead
try any thing you want i promise there is no procedure, you'll only be mislead
in time you will hate yourself for sure, never getting ahead.
it doesn't matter if your rich or poor
being sad, lonely and unworthy is all you'll have to insure
IF your life starts to feel great, i'll be the reason you take a detour
l never let you live secure
i will ruin your life, misery i will ensure
“maybe all i needed was to tell someone the way i felt”
it's too late your hands been delt.
anytime i tried to share
a person who cared was so far less than rare
now i just keep it all in and look off and stare
I hope someone hears me. I want the help I swear.
but for me no time will ever be spared
oh lord, why doesn't anyone ever show me they care
I walk this world alone
No one cares and that's been shown
I'll always be on my own
I feel everything and its all building up in my heart
I can't say how i feel so it just tears me the fuck apart.
Day in and day out i barely make it through
As I try to grab onto the light
I'm drug back into the darkness night after night
and I'm done with that fight
Overthinking every move,
knowing now i was born to lose
No, that aint what I choose.
But everyone sees me as worthless so what's the use.
I'll always lose
No, that's not an excuse
I don't get the respect should
No one has ever cared about me since my childhood
So i must not be any good
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