Lyrics

Intro]
Yeah, yeah… messed up, messed up… (yeah)
Oliwa, Adina… I’m just… messed up

[Verse 1]
Fell in too deep with Oliwa, thought it was real,
But I played my cards wrong, now I’m stuck in the feel.
Found something different with Adina, took flight,
But the past came storming back in the middle of the night.

I know I broke her trust, now I’m haunted by the truth,
She’s sending texts to her ex, while I’m chasin’ youth.
I messed up, messed up, tryna live two lives,
Now everyone’s bleeding, and I’m fighting inside.

[Pre-Chorus]
I hear her voice in my head, the pain, the betrayal,
She thought we were forever—now everything’s derail.
Yeah, I crossed the line, and now I’m in the flames…
Messed up the love, and now I own the blame.

[Chorus]
I’m messed up, I’m broken, I can’t make it right,
Took more than love, and turned it to a fight.
Oliwa still calls, Adina won’t sleep tight,
I’m messed up, yeah, I fucked it up tonight.

[Verse 2]
Adina got the light, but I’m feeling dark inside,
My mind’s split in two, can’t continue to hide.
Thought you’d understand, thought you’d understand me,
But the weight of my secrets keeps pulling me deep.

Every text I sent, every truth I denied,
Built a wall of lies, now I feel paralyzed.
I messed up again, yeah, tryna balance the pain,
But emotions burn harder than a runaway train.

[Bridge] (emotional, with melodic runs)
I’m screaming inside, but nobody hears it,
Regret on replay, every time I near it.
Was it love, was it wrong, or just foolish desire?
I’m messed up, lost in flames from a liar.

[Final Chorus / Outro]
I’m messed up, I’m broken, can’t fix what I spoiled,
Love turned toxic—my regrets boil.
Oliwa and Adina, caught in the crossfire’s fight,
I’m messed up… yeah, I fucked it up tonight