Perfect Disaster
Neo soul, R&B, pop, alternativeLyrics
[INTRO]
Oh, heavy hearts and silent screams,
Chasing shadows, lost in dreams.
When the light starts to fade away,
Will I find the strength to stay?
[VERSE 1]
Waking up in a cold sweat,
Another day I won’t forget.
Doubts creeping in like a thief,
Searching for a patch of relief.
Chasing down my thoughts on a wire,
Every hope, a flickering fire.
The world keeps spinning, unaware,
While I drown in a silent despair.
[CHORUS]
Times get hard,
And it's all in my head,
It's all in my head,
Through the storm,
And it feels like a test,
It feels like a test,
Happy smile,
But I feel so depressed,
I feel so depressed,
The tempting gun,
Wants to play roulette,
Play roulette.
[VERSE 2]
Fighting demons, a constant war,
Behind each laugh, there’s something more.
Friends by my side with their glowing eyes,
But they can’t see through my thin disguise.
Every “I’m fine” feels like a lie,
As the tears threaten to overflow and cry.
Walking streets of a mental maze,
Searching for the sun in this gloomy haze.
[CHORUS]
Times get hard,
And it's all in my head,
It's all in my head,
Through the storm,
And it feels like a test,
It feels like a test,
Happy smile,
But I feel so depressed,
I feel so depressed,
The tempting gun,
Wants to play roulette,
Play roulette.
[BRIDGE]
And every heartbeat feels like thunder,
Caught beneath the weight of wonder.
Holding the piece that’s buried deep,
In the silence, the secrets seep.
Can I rise when I feel so low?
Is there a map to help me grow?
[CHORUS]
Times get hard,
And it's all in my head,
It's all in my head,
Through the storm,
And it feels like a test,
It feels like a test,
Happy smile,
But I feel so depressed,
I feel so depressed,
The tempting gun,
Wants to play roulette,
Play roulette.
[OUTRO]
But I’ll keep fighting this endless race