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I was born November 14th, 2002, the day I was delivered the whole world turned blue

My mother tried five times before my sister but none of ‘em survived to have a clue

The world unraveling before ‘em, finally my sister was born, year, 1999

The skies opened up and calmed the waining storm and cleared my mothers mind

Let her know she could have a family and that God was real

So all this calamity was merely a test, strengthening the steal, she kept her faith

And now she had her first sucking on her chest as the pain eroded away

Three years later a boy was born into this world

Now, the parents had two, a boy and a girl

And three years after him came another, his and her youngest brother

He grew up quick, kicked the crib and by the age of seven was fascinated by chicks

A mind so young with thoughts more lethal than a fully loaded gun

His sister was in honor classes and never had a B

He was doing weed getting sent to juvy for his devious deeds

His younger brother after him was eyeballed hard ‘cause the teachers and faculty

Thought he’d be just like his older brother, always up to spar

He had infinite potential, got good grades but evil thoughts coursed through his mental

The world wasn’t gentle, and as his sister grew the expectations did too

Soon she collapsed under the pressure of the stress

She was clinically depressed and tried suicide ‘cause her life was a mess

And him and his brother witnessed a bright mind unravel

Their faith began to fall apart like loosely packed gravel

Both started drugging and the middle kid got into it with the thugs

Dealt drugs, packed silver slugs in his chrome snub

Still went to church, repented but never felt worthy

His sins weighed heavy upon him, mind polluted by thoughts of Gods fury

He’d beat on his younger brother then cry alone at night under his covers

An addict to drugs, rage, alcohol, and lust

And soon he was headed to college but not before his older sister

Got admitted to a hospital for her mental state that proved catastrophic

She was diagnosed with bipolar disorder

And so when he left his parents feared he’d kill himself

Or die to the life he sowed for himself up in the ‘cyph

But he kept forward, his younger brother ditched the drugs

And soon after so did he when he met an angel he’d call his baby

She lit up his world like no other, no longer alone under his covers

Deaded all of his freaks ‘cause a single hour with her in his week

Was a lifetime of ogling sluts on the street

Got him closer to God, made him see the reason why he was born

Gave her body to him, they lived in harmony till by the fourth year

Her love began to fade thin, she’d leave him

Too many issues he never resolved pushed an angel like her away

And now he’s back to living the story of a druggie runaway

Suffering alone everyday