Lyrics

I wake up to a war in my head again
Smilin’ for the crowd but I ain’t got no friends
They say, “It gets better,” but they never say when
I’m tired of pretendin’, I’m tired of the bendin’

My heart’s got cracks like the floor I pace
Tryna hold on, but I’m losin’ grace
Every mirror shows a face I hate
So I smash it down just to feel okay

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And I still hear your voice in the silence
Still see your ghost when it’s quiet
You said I’m fine — I said I’m trying
But I’m just good at lyin’

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‘Cause I’m breakin’ down in broken mirrors
Every cut just brings me nearer
To who I was before the pain
Now I don’t recognize my name
Yeah, I scream but no one hears it
Fake a smile so they don’t fear it
I’m fallin’ fast, don’t say it’s fate
I need someone before it’s too late

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You said I was too much to handle, yeah
So I learned how to burn and dismantle, yeah
Lit the match just to watch me glow
But the fire don’t keep you warm when you’re alone

They love the chaos when it’s not their mind
They call me “dramatic” but never ask why
I’d rather be hated than feel this numb
I miss who I was, I hate who I’ve become

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And I still hear your voice in the silence
Still see your ghost when it’s quiet
You said I’m fine — I said I’m trying
But I’m just good at lyin’

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‘Cause I’m breakin’ down in broken mirrors
Every cut just brings me nearer
To who I was before the pain
Now I don’t recognize my name
Yeah, I scream but no one hears it
Fake a smile so they don’t fear it
I’m fallin’ fast, don’t say it’s fate
I need someone before it’s too late

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Is there a version of me that you’d still love?
Before the pills, before the mask, before I gave up?
I’d give anything to rewind the time
But all I got now… are shattered lines

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I’m breakin’ down in broken mirrors
Every cut just brings me nearer
To who I was before the pain
Now I don’t recognize my name
Yeah, I scream but no one hears it
Fake a smile so they don’t fear it
I’m fallin’ fast, don’t say it’s fate
I need someone before it’s too late…