Lyrics

I'm a monster, a heartless piece of shit
guilty or the crimes the devil forced me to commit
Corruption runs deep,
infects everything Like a cancer
Maybe someone will read this, and get all the answers
finally speak truth before I blow out my brains and confront all the souls whome i brought pain
Seen newborns snuffed like it’s nothing at all
all that tortured innocence has taken it’s toll
Haunted by faces of the innocence I doomed
Tried burying the truth, but their bodies always exhumed


first they made me pick this kid up one day from town
forced to bound and gag him, as he was made to kneel down
I tied him to a cinder block
and threw him in to drown
or the newly born baby ripped from his dead mother
tortured to death and served to eat as supper
was told to eat or go the same way
If I didn't follow orders, my family would pay.
I should’ve stopped it, just wish I was dead.
never stop hearing those screams in my head
This ain't a confession, its a fucking disease
eating away at my memories
My consciousne is screaming, (“THE DEVILS WON”)
I feel like I'm drowning
(“OH FUCK WHAT HAVE I DONE”)

writing this with shaking hands
a fear like you u wont understand
ain't a suicide note, its a damn confession
my last and only attempt for redemption
Now I'm staring down the barrel, feelin' no fear
the echos of screams I can still clearly hear
Screamin' out my name in those Godforsaken places
So here's the ledger, the names, the dates, the places
Evidence I couldn't share without recalling all their faces
just like chess, but with human pawns
they not after your queen, just your newborns Maybe this will change things... bring the issue to light
if we don’t do somthing we’ll just fucking die
the visions in my head won't ever fucking cease
Little faces cryin', beggin' to go back home in peace.
This ain't a cry for help, it's a final declaration
Against the suffocating silence, the brutal violation.
think they're untouchable, shielded by their wealth
But truth is a wildfire, threatening their stealth.
I hope this letter finds you, ignites a burning fuse
we can’t let them win,
this is a battle we can’t lose
Little faces haunt me, eyes emptied of life
This world is a nightmare, disguised in bright lights
built their empire on the backs of the weak
my silence is broken, I must finally speak
demons all draped in designer clothes
and hollow eyes, with macabre undertones
scared the truth will die with me tonight.
Maybe there's forgiveness, on the other side
Maybe there's a place where I can finally hide
im a fucking coward wish there was more I tried
my gun barrel's cold steel,
pressed against my temple
The devil's whispers to me
(“escaping ain’t that simple”)
I pull the trigger with a deafening blast
escaping the shell of a life I couldn’t last
Maybe in another life, I can do more
maybe my blood is next spilt on this floor
id ask for forgiveness but can’t forgive myself
this world is so fucking evil
no idea the depths the delve