Lyrics

[INTRO]
Whispers in the dark, shadows of my shame,
Crawling through the night, feeling lost in this game,
I search for your glare, even if it’s a curse,
In this world of chaos, I’m just waiting for worse.

[VERSE 1]
I’m a loser, unworthy of the love I crave,
Beating down, beat down, I can’t seem to be saved,
Longing for abuse, it’s a twisted kind of thrill,
Watch me fall apart, can’t escape from this will.
Ugly on the surface, but inside I decay,
Defective little heart, walking through dismay,
Tiny piece of nothing, drowning in despair,
Every breath I take, it hangs heavy in the air.

[CHORUS]
I’m so lonely, annoying, a pariah on this street,
Smoking out the darkness, just trying to feel the heat,
Addicted, self-destructive, a heart that’s lost its tune,
In a world that doesn’t want me, I’m howling at the moon.

[VERSE 2]
Premature and broken, a child trapped in a man,
Pushing through the wreckage, do you even understand?
Self-loathing’s my religion, it holds me close at night,
It’s the solace that I find, in this never-ending fight.
I wear my scars like trophies, but nobody can see,
All the ways I’ve tried to break free, yeah, it’s killing me,
Drowning in addiction, washed up on this shore,
Searching for salvation, but I just want more.

[CHORUS]
I’m so lonely, annoying, a pariah on this street,
Smoking out the darkness, just trying to feel the heat,
Addicted, self-destructive, a heart that’s lost its tune,
In a world that doesn’t want me, I’m howling at the moon.

[BRIDGE]
And when the sun comes up, I’m still fighting through the pain,
Caught in this vicious cycle, I can’t break from the chain,
With every tear I shed, I’m drowning in regret,
But in this twisted journey, I’m the only one I fret.

[CHORUS]
I’m so lonely, annoying, a pariah on this street,
Smoking out the darkness, just trying to