Lyrics

make a song about a girl who feels nothing but Shame because she took her mother's money without her knowing from her bank in order to pay for things because she's so in that and it was hoping that she would be able to replace it without her knowing and finding out beforehand. talk about how she doesn't do anything she still is with him wrong and she's too old to be doing that she was taking care of herself. she had to sign in her mom has helped her raise him because she just has no struggle. he feels a lot of shame to the point where she doesn't even come out of her room when people come over because she doesn't want to face them. she doesn't want to face her child's for his mother's who she's the same age as but they talk to her mom. he feels that because she was raised very Christian but she has lost her way and got into you drinking and doing all kinds of crazy stuff and she still not someone who's super religious and not going to be who her mom wants to be. she was gifted in school people used to be amazed by her memory recite Hope on such the age of five that were two days long. preachers child never want it to look like she had problems about her dad. her dad but in some trouble disintegrated and turned into a figment of himself. started to drift away from ALS but she wonders why she didn't turn out more like her mom who doesn't deserve to have a child who is not a blessing to her she feels shame for not being that blessing and it's debilitating her to move forward. her dad live with the both of them at the end of his life and was such an intellect . he makes a lot of private at church but people trying to take a shirt away and move eventually did to everything from him. She depended into alcohol and just trying to get outside of yourself you're not deal. She feels guilty for her dad seeing her drunk as he died. She's so sorry. Now debilitated. She's sorry. What fan i do to be a tru3 blessing to her mom. Sb3 us3 to be just like her. Just a hollow selfish girl she feels she is. She's not deserving