Worst Mistake (Gay Version)

Lyrics

[Verse 1] You liked your boys Soft-spoken Straight-coded Scared I showed up loud Eyeliner Chipped halo Blue hair You said “You’re fun” I heard “You’re temporary” You tried me on Like a jacket you planned to bury You said “Don’t tell” Then you kissed me in the stairwell Backhand praise “Too much But you do it so well” You hid my name In your phone under “Never” But you carved my teeth In your neck like a guilty letter [Pre-Chorus] You wanted church on Sunday Sin on Thursday night You wanted clean on surface Filthy out of sight You wanted “this means nothing” While your pupils shook Tell me Baby Who’s the villain in your little book? [Chorus] I was your worst mistake (say it) The one they warned you about (face it) You lit the fuse I burned the house Now you’re living in the fallout I was your worst mistake (own it) You tried erasing my name (you know it) But every boy you kiss now tastes Like glitter Smoke And my aftershave Yeah I was your worst mistake Your worst mistake [Verse 2] You preached “no labels” While you labeled me a phase You’d choke on “boyfriend” But you’d beg me to stay You loved my mouth When it prayed on your skin You loved my laugh Till your straight friends walked in You called me poison With your hands on my waist You said “I hate this” While you begged for a taste You blamed the bottle Every time that we touched You said “I’m not like that” But you liked me too much [Pre-Chorus] You wanted rings for someday Rough hands Quiet eyes You wanted me as ghost notes Hidden in your lies You wanted “keep this secret” While your bones turned red Tell me Pretty Who’s still screaming in your bed? [Chorus] I was your worst mistake (say it) The one that lives in your throat (choke it) You drown me under cheap cologne But the mirror still knows I was your worst mistake (own it) You scrubbed my scent from your sheets (you blow it) But every time the light turns off You mouth my name like it’s all you’ve got Yeah I was your worst mistake Your worst mistake [Verse 3] You said “I’m straight” Funny way you said it shaking You called it “slip” But you kept on slipping Baby You built a closet With my belt on the door You said “Just once” Then you came back for more You kissed my bruises Then you bit where I healed You called me “toxic” While you fed at the spill You said “This isn’t me” Breath hot Hands hooked If it wasn’t you Why are you still so shook? [Pre-Chorus] You wanted wedding photos With her in white But my fingerprints Live in your Friday nights You wanted “I was confused” Past tense Clean break But I’m inked inside your ribcage Every breath you take [Chorus] I was your worst mistake (say it) The glitch that crashed your script (break it) You slammed the door I blew it off Now you’re standing in your shame Lost I was your worst mistake (own it) You curse my face in the dark (you know it) But every lie you spit these days Still wears my crooked halo shape Yeah I was your worst mistake Your worst mistake [Bridge] [Beat drops Cold bass and hi-hat only] You said “I don’t do guys” While you arched into my hands You said “This can’t be love” While you moaned through my last name You said “I can’t be seen with you” But you saw god in my eyes You said “I’m better than this” But you kept coming back for “this” Didn’t you? [