Blue Room Static

Lyrics

[Verse 1] At night I stare at the ceiling Tryna shake this heavy feeling Coupe roll by, I flinch and tense Every shadow got my name in it My arm still talks in little sparks Like old smoke trapped inside my skin I walk one block and count my breath Prayin' fear don't pull me in [Pre-Chorus] They ask me why I stay so cold Why my jaw stay locked so tight 'Cause I seen that red tape glare And I lost too much in one night [Chorus] Why they miss me? Why they miss me? I should've been gone by now Why they miss me? Why they miss me? Still here, still standin' somehow (Still here) (Still standin') [Verse 2] Detectives talk like they know my truth Pointin' fingers, twistin' facts I gave my name, they wrote a lie Tried to fold me where I don't bend back Mama named me with a prayer Now I'm draggin' through the rain Wish I could go back, hit rewind And spare her all this pain [Pre-Chorus] But I learned how pain can stay Even when the room go dark I keep my eyes on the door And a fist of fire in my heart [Chorus] Why they miss me? Why they miss me? I should've been gone by now Why they miss me? Why they miss me? Still here, still standin' somehow (Still here) (Still standin') [Bridge] If I break, I break in silence If I fall, I fall with pride I been haunted, I been hunted Still I made it to the other side [Chorus] Why they miss me? Why they miss me? I should've been gone by now Why they miss me? Why they miss me? Still here, still standin' somehow (Still here) (Still standin')