Find My Sun

Lyrics

Verse 1 Mirror didn't know my name, I kept chasing love that never stayed. Built my home inside somebody else's hands, Now I'm learning how to stand. Silence used to scare my soul, Now I let it tell me what I need to know. Every tear I hid beneath my skin Is watering the woman I've been. Pre-Chorus I don't have to run anymore. Every scar is opening a door. If I hold my own heart gently, Maybe it'll finally beat free. Chorus I'm finding my sun where the shadows used to be, Learning how to love the woman looking back at me. Choosing me ain't selfish, it's survival, can't you see? I'm building from the pain, becoming everything I need. I'll remember love without reliving all the hurt. Leave behind the hands that never knew my worth. If you don't value me, you don't belong with me. I'm finding my smile... I'm finally finding me. Verse 2 Lonely nights became my therapy, Teaching me that peace is company. Every broken promise made me stronger than before, Now I don't beg at closed doors. Trauma doesn't get to write my end. It was a chapter, not the story that I'm in. I'm forgiving me for all the times I settled just to feel alive. Bridge I'm not who I was when I broke apart. There's gold growing where they bruised my heart. The light I searched for in somebody else's eyes Was waiting inside me this whole time. Final Chorus I'm finding my sun where the rain refused to leave, Holding every broken piece with grace instead of grief. Choosing me forever, that's the greatest kind of peace. I'm healing, I'm rising, I'm setting my heart free. I'll carry the love, but release the weight. What wasn't meant for me can no longer stay. I'm smiling again, breathing again, The woman I prayed for... has always been within.