Misery

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Chaos abound drinking way too much gotta slowdown Arched brow tormented at the appalling issue that touched down World renowned long countdown till the universal meltdown I should've stayed uptown what is now before me isn't my blessing Fading in and out intoxicated optimistism evanescence Hard to digest the predicament I declined acceptance No coincidence but before i proceed i had to gain clearance Convicted to the realism but the to rules i shunned the adherence A painful and endless cylce of remorseful belligerence Hard to breathe the tension is surmounting too uptight Had better days stoked on this lonely bone chilling winter night Quoting positive affirmations constantly to the universe i recite Misery won't get the best of me Still I continue, curious of what I have yet to see I'll climb out this dungeon of misery Reclaim my sanity and dignity I'm prepared to embrace the goals I see I see the entire portrait to the meaning I'm not naive Lost my patience my weary mind i had assumed nothing could relieve madness was cast upon me to kill and deceive In the depths of dispair with undying hope i grieve The dark pits of misery i believe surely is not the bane Searching for a way out liberty i must regain Nothing or one i believed could ever explain But in view i can see it clear as day without obstructuon so plain The many things and the riches they tried to embezzle Since then hardly I smiled stayed rigorous and not amiable Didn't need acceptance self-reliant from a higher power i have the approval I am significant a force to be elite my existence i didn't belittle Fearfully and wonderfully made bona fide not artificial My motive is genuine, I'm intrigued with the struggle, overcomering is genetic Like my African American forefathers fighting systemic oppression, pathetic Still I'm a dreamer and extremely antagonistic Problems weighing me down, I'm frantic ironic, but I will never stop and panic Will things ever change or will it remain the same Taking a swig of that potion, now I have the right mindset This happens every single time I dive into the deep wells and get wet Dark life nothing seems to go right, misery is all I've met