aif i was free
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**Verse 1**
Oh Lord, I hope You're listening now
It’s been a while since I looked up somehow
And called Your name, I know I’ve strayed
You’re probably wondering why I’ve stayed
Lost in my doubts, overthinking every little thing
Instead of breathing in, embracing what life brings
I admit I’ve been selfish, I confess
No reasons left, just my own mess
I’m barely hanging on, I feel the strain
I don’t know why I find comfort in the pain
**Chorus**
Living in my misery, watching my confidence
Crumble to the ground, pretending that I don’t
Care about anyone’s view, but the truth is far away
From how I really feel, but I’m too proud to say
That I need Your hand to lift me from this sinking hole
The truth is, I need saving, but I just can't picture who
Who I’d be if I could be free
**Verse 2**
It’s been so long, this feels like home
Being stuck in the dark, afraid to be alone
I’ve got these scars I won’t expose
I’ve got a past that nobody knows
Some haunting memories I can’t erase
Some broken dreams I’m too scared to face
Missed connections, family torn apart
Words I said that broke a heart
Bridges burned, I’m not ready to rebuild
Fears inside that I’ve yet to kill
**Chorus**
Living in my misery, watching my confidence
Crumble to the ground, pretending that I don’t
Care about anyone’s view, but the truth is far away
From how I really feel, but I’m too proud to say
That I need Your hand to lift me from this sinking hole
The truth is, I need saving, but I just can't picture who
Who I’d be if I could be free
**Bridge**
I don’t know where I’m heading next
The road ahead, what comes after this test
But I know I can't keep living trapped in this haze
I need a light, I need a change
**Chorus**
Living in my misery, watching my confidence
Crumble to the ground, pretending that I don’t
Care about anyone’s view, but the truth is far away
From how I really feel, but I’m too proud to say
That I need Your hand to lift me from this sinking hole
The truth is, I need saving, but I just can't picture who
Who I’d be if I could be free
**Outro**
If I was free
If I was free
Who would I be if I could just be free?