Found it in you

Lyrics

— soft piano — [Verse 1] I used to sleep with the TV on Just so the silence wouldn’t speak Every night felt like a funeral Every mirror looked weak I wore holes into my bedroom floor Pacing circles in the dark Trying to find a pulse somewhere Inside this broken heart And then you touched these shaking hands Like you could hear me screaming silently You looked inside this hollow chest And saw somebody worth saving [Pre-Chorus] Oooooohhhhh… You pulled me out the grave I dug Uuuuuuuuhhhhh… Now I’m terrified of giving you up [Chorus] I found the fiiiiilll for the hole inside meeee Yeah I found it alllll with youuuuuuu You can hurt me You can cut me Leave your fingerprints black and blue But pleeeeeease don’t gooooooo Don’t leave me aloooooone You’re the only light I know When my whole world turns to smoke So if you leave… What am I supposed to doooooo? I found the fill for the hole inside me… With youuuuuuuuu… [Verse 2] Now your name lives in my bloodstream Like a song I can’t escape Every scar I tried hiding You kissed like they were faith And I know I’m hard to love sometimes A walking storm with tired eyes But you’re the first thing in my life That ever felt alive So when you say you need some space My chest caves in like buildings breaking ‘Cause losing you would kill the part Of me that you awakened [Pre-Chorus — louder] Oooooohhhhh… I hear the panic in my veins Uuuuuuuuhhhhh… Don’t make me become that ghost again [Chorus — screamed harmonies underneath] I found the fiiiiilll for the hole inside meeee Yeah I found it alllll with youuuuuuu You can hurt me You can cut me Drag me through the worst truth But pleeeeeease don’t gooooooo Don’t leave me aloooooone You’re the only home I know In this body made of ghosts So if you leave… What am I supposed to doooooo? [Bridge — soft → explosive] And if I’m bleeding out emotionally Would you still stay and hold onto me? Or watch me fall apart slowlyyyyy? — build — I gave you every shattered piece Every nightmare underneath Every sleepless memoryyyyy So don’t walk away from meeeee! [Breakdown / Scream] YOU FOUND ME DEAD INSIDE MY HEAD AND TAUGHT MY HEART TO BEAT AGAIN SO HOW THE HELL DO I GO BACK TO WHO I WAS BEFORE WE MET?! [Final Chorus — emotional] I found the fiiiiilll for the hole inside meeee I found it alllll with youuuuuuu So you can hurt me You can cut me Just don’t disappear too soon Pleeeeeease don’t gooooooo Don’t leave me aloooooone Without you I’m just a ghost Holding onto broken notes I found the fill for the hole inside meeee… And I found it alllll with youuuuuuu…