I Can't Reverse It

Lyrics

[Intro] Yeah I woke up and it hurt [Verse 1] She told me, “Out your heart in the bag And nobody gets hurt now” So I packed every feeling I had Tried to leave before the words came out Now I’m running from my past With the rearview full of faces I keep changing where I stand But the damage knows my places [Pre-Chorus] I’m not upset, I just don’t react Learned to wear a smile like a mask Every blessing came attached To a weight I couldn’t drag back [Chorus] I’m a whole different person It’s a gift and a curse, but I still can’t reverse it I can’t reverse it, no I can’t reverse it, no I woke up and it hurt Found a stranger in the mirror wearing everything I was first I’m a whole different person It’s a gift and a curse, but I still can’t reverse it [Verse 2] It was never really in me That’s what everybody tells me But the silence underneath Sounds exactly like it felt me I put distance in the doorway Let the good things pass without me If you ask me where my heart went I’ll pretend you never found me [Pre-Chorus] I’m not upset, I just don’t react Cut the ties and never cut back Every lesson left a crack Now I sleep with all the lights black [Chorus] I’m a whole different person It’s a gift and a curse, but I still can’t reverse it I can’t reverse it, no I can’t reverse it, no I woke up and it hurt Found a stranger in the mirror wearing everything I was first I’m a whole different person It’s a gift and a curse, but I still can’t reverse it [Bridge] If I turn around, will I recognize the road? If I open up, will I lose control? I kept the truth where nobody could search Now every answer brings me back to the hurt [Final Chorus] I’m a whole different person It’s a gift and a curse, but I still can’t reverse it I can’t reverse it, no I can’t reverse it, no I woke up and it hurt But I’m still here, even wearing what I was first I’m a whole different person It’s a gift and a curse, but I still can’t reverse it [Outro] I can’t reverse it No I woke up and it hurt