Alter-Egoistic

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I don’t think you realize how my mind works, to be diagnosed as bipolar alter ego quirks and how I change my name and everything in my mind. I get manic, I get compulsive, taking medications so I can hold it back. I get aggravated, I get angry when you piss me off it feels like it’s not me. I could Introduce you, I’m taking over, my name is Dreyah I’m the bad ass bitch and witchy little shit if her other half. I’m her confidence, im the anger, the behavior, and the reason she doesn’t believe in a savior. One person two identities and she loves when I take over, she loves when I hold her, she loves when I scare the shit out of the elders. I’m the obsession she has over fire, the excitement. Cause when she gets angry she’s an angry little bitch and flips the fuck out and here I come again she pulls me out. I’m the reasons he hurts herself, over stupid shit, I’m her compulsion, I’m her exhaustion, I’m her alter ego, her most trusted friend. I don’t leave her in the dark, I teach her how to fight, I teach her how to not let people make her cry. I keep her strong, without me she’s a fragile like glass right until she pulls me back. I will cut your throat I will punish all the little bitches who hurt her deep to her soul. I will curse you, I will break your bones so she doesn’t have to see you. In my mind I punish who deserves it. [chorus] If I let her take over, this who I am, she Amy safe space and my best friend. There’s no one like her, I can rely on her, to keep stronger than I ever was before. She’s not weak, she’s not a freak, I’d rather her keep them away then be this version of me so people can hurt me! [outro] Pretty and pink, I’m weak and frail, haunted and black, she’s my protector so I don’t hold back. Never holding her back! Fuck you! You cheats! Liars, mean little bitches who fucked her over, or hurt her, can burn in hell! She told me she was afraid, so I stepped in. Break her sanity and let her win. People will hurt her, people will lie, until I stab out their fucking eyes! Hahahaha! [spoken word] Alter egoistic and fucked bipolar little slut. Aprils only the half of it. I’m the other half, who will protect her, you bitch ass little rats!!! Stay away!! Leave her alone!!