Numb and Lit Forever

Lyrics

(Dark, gritty trap metal with heavy focus on drugs, partying, and numbness) (Intro – Raff Growling) Raff: I wasn’t always like this, man. But now, the only thing that keeps me sane is this high. I stay numb. I stay lit. (Beat drops, dark bass and heavy guitar) (Verse 1 – Raff) Grew up in the dirt, no love, just pain, Thirteen, I was dealin’ dope, numb to the game. Brother got shot, couldn’t cry, I just drank, Took a hit, snorted lines, never stopped the crank. Momma wasn’t there, daddy disappeared, I learned to deal fast, ‘cause the streets never cared. Every scar I took turned me colder inside, Now I drown in the pills just to feel alive! (Chorus – Raff) I stay numb, I stay high, Poppin’ pills, chasin’ the sky! Fuck the pain, I drink ‘til I’m gone, Party all night, I’m fucked ‘til dawn! Drugs in my veins, I’m hard as hell, This life made me numb, can’t you tell? (Verse 2 – Raff) Used to have a baby momma, thought she had my back, But that bitch fucked me over, and I snapped like that! Found her in my bed with another man, Now I’m drownin’ in booze, ain’t no future plan. She took my kid, left me in the dark, Now I live for the pills, numbness is my spark! I don’t feel shit, I don’t care no more, All I need is this hit, the liquor, and the score! (Chorus – Raff) I stay numb, I stay high, Poppin’ pills, chasin’ the sky! Fuck the pain, I drink ‘til I’m gone, Party all night, I’m fucked ‘til dawn! Drugs in my veins, I’m hard as hell, This life made me numb, can’t you tell? (Verse 3 – Raff) I’m the demon of the night, huntin’ for the thrill, I deal for the cash, but I’m high off the pills! Booze in my system, numbin’ my brain, I can’t feel shit, but I love the fuckin’ pain! Every night’s a party, I live for the rush, Shots to the head, I can’t get enough! I’m too far gone, man, I’m stuck in this loop, But I party hard, get lit with my crew! (Chorus – Raff) I stay numb, I stay high, Poppin’ pills, chasin’ the sky! Fuck the pain, I drink ‘til I’m gone, Party all night, I’m fucked ‘til dawn! Drugs in my veins, I’m hard as hell, This life made me numb, can’t you tell? (Bridge – Raff Speaking/Growling) Raff: I don’t feel no pain. I don’t feel shit no more. It’s just me, the drugs, and the drink, keeping me numb as fuck. (Verse 4 – Raff) Every hit, every pill, every fuckin’ shot, I’m numbin’ out the world, it’s all I fuckin’ got! The pain made me hard, but the drugs keep me sane, Without this shit, I’d lose my fuckin’ brain! I live for the high, I live for the night, Poppin’ bottles, poppin’ pills, I’m outta sight! No love, no feelings, just drownin’ in the booze, I’m stuck in this haze, but I got nothin’ to lose! (Final Chorus – Raff) I stay numb, I stay high, Poppin’ pills, chasin’ the sky! Fuck the pain, I drink ‘til I’m gone, Party all night, I’m fucked ‘til dawn! Drugs in my veins, I’m hard as hell, This life made me numb, can’t you tell? (Outro – Raff Speaking) I don’t feel shit anymore. It’s just the drugs, the booze, and the party.