Lyrics

(Dark, gritty trap metal with heavy focus on drugs, partying, and numbness)

(Intro – Raff Growling)
Raff:
I wasn’t always like this, man. But now, the only thing that keeps me sane is this high. I stay numb. I stay lit.

(Beat drops, dark bass and heavy guitar)

(Verse 1 – Raff)
Grew up in the dirt, no love, just pain,
Thirteen, I was dealin’ dope, numb to the game.
Brother got shot, couldn’t cry, I just drank,
Took a hit, snorted lines, never stopped the crank.
Momma wasn’t there, daddy disappeared,
I learned to deal fast, ‘cause the streets never cared.
Every scar I took turned me colder inside,
Now I drown in the pills just to feel alive!

(Chorus – Raff)
I stay numb, I stay high,
Poppin’ pills, chasin’ the sky!
Fuck the pain, I drink ‘til I’m gone,
Party all night, I’m fucked ‘til dawn!
Drugs in my veins, I’m hard as hell,
This life made me numb, can’t you tell?

(Verse 2 – Raff)
Used to have a baby momma, thought she had my back,
But that bitch fucked me over, and I snapped like that!
Found her in my bed with another man,
Now I’m drownin’ in booze, ain’t no future plan.
She took my kid, left me in the dark,
Now I live for the pills, numbness is my spark!
I don’t feel shit, I don’t care no more,
All I need is this hit, the liquor, and the score!

(Chorus – Raff)
I stay numb, I stay high,
Poppin’ pills, chasin’ the sky!
Fuck the pain, I drink ‘til I’m gone,
Party all night, I’m fucked ‘til dawn!
Drugs in my veins, I’m hard as hell,
This life made me numb, can’t you tell?

(Verse 3 – Raff)
I’m the demon of the night, huntin’ for the thrill,
I deal for the cash, but I’m high off the pills!
Booze in my system, numbin’ my brain,
I can’t feel shit, but I love the fuckin’ pain!
Every night’s a party, I live for the rush,
Shots to the head, I can’t get enough!
I’m too far gone, man, I’m stuck in this loop,
But I party hard, get lit with my crew!

(Chorus – Raff)
I stay numb, I stay high,
Poppin’ pills, chasin’ the sky!
Fuck the pain, I drink ‘til I’m gone,
Party all night, I’m fucked ‘til dawn!
Drugs in my veins, I’m hard as hell,
This life made me numb, can’t you tell?

(Bridge – Raff Speaking/Growling)
Raff:
I don’t feel no pain. I don’t feel shit no more. It’s just me, the drugs, and the drink, keeping me numb as fuck.

(Verse 4 – Raff)
Every hit, every pill, every fuckin’ shot,
I’m numbin’ out the world, it’s all I fuckin’ got!
The pain made me hard, but the drugs keep me sane,
Without this shit, I’d lose my fuckin’ brain!
I live for the high, I live for the night,
Poppin’ bottles, poppin’ pills, I’m outta sight!
No love, no feelings, just drownin’ in the booze,
I’m stuck in this haze, but I got nothin’ to lose!

(Final Chorus – Raff)
I stay numb, I stay high,
Poppin’ pills, chasin’ the sky!
Fuck the pain, I drink ‘til I’m gone,
Party all night, I’m fucked ‘til dawn!
Drugs in my veins, I’m hard as hell,
This life made me numb, can’t you tell?

(Outro – Raff Speaking)
I don’t feel shit anymore. It’s just the drugs, the booze, and the party.