99

Lyrics

Let me get your attention yo yo Can I have your attention yo I may look afraid to get your backs but you can never take me off my feet so relax I walked this world alone thru every storm no matter the weather My heart is big chin is hard fake friends all gone I'm nervous, but on the surface I'm completely caalm trying to forget but this wasn't supposed to be the road i was on I'm an honest man if I wasn't then why the hell would I say I am people like that I can't fuckin stand can you explained it Nah, it's just the way I am, fuck it i got to move on, own the shit, and let it go This is my last shot, last chance to give it all i got. Good shit that comes in my life is to few this one feels brand new now i only look at the past so I never repeat come with me an I'll walk you through the one i see i use to call hell home I made it out somehow now I'm gone look at me with a smile knowing I made it out at last or maybe I'm in complete denial I felt everything shit that cause hella pain its a fucked up past but I got help from the man above and I finally felt real love let me tell you where I was faster than a hurricane snuck in causing so much pain never thought I would lose half memory half those thoughts which one do I choose Were the memories in my head the highest cost it has my eyes crossed pulling me down in a life with sick twists and no meaning feeling everything nowhere to run the world in quarantine blinded by you I couldn't see just because we answer to the same name doesn't mean you are me came to me so far in the past I guess it could be thinking about all my fails since then got to 99 had to stop no more time it came and went so fast gotta put all those thoughts away start getting mine at last cuz love was never something I lacked never looked back now I see what losing does ESPECIALLY WHEN it's THE ones you trust in a life with no meaning and sick twists all this hell will always exist everything is what I lost in the end, the memories were My highest cost my past is gone, now I'm just trying to call anywhere home I go in for my 7th try this drug life and I must say goodbye so I can live my best life before I die it's been so hard but I had some good times I won't deny the lies will always bring a tear to my eye but they'll never make me lose I'm always going to the life that I choose I see every one of the dark days I walk through you could never understand it from your fake ass view now the end is all I got some things I wish could be forgotten gotta stopped have to move on my life was deadlocked in a fucked up plot as I sat thinking about what ain't got something else grabbed hold and I reach out for a gun it's locked and cocked put it to my head time stopped as I close my eyes to all those thoughts pop I'm still alive I was shocked so to my knees, I dropped as I looked up at the cross I no longer felt so lost all my sins washed