Moss‑and‑Echoes

Lyrics

So hello recovery my name is Damien and I just wanted to introduce myself as like this is really my first time meeting you like really meeting you and like I wanna make sure that we have an understanding and you just know what I deserve and seek out of my relationship with you, you know and it might be a lot and I just know that you’re gonna make it happen. I heard about you and I got a lie induced you for a minute definitely for the last 30 years since I started building my family and that other cat that I was talking to made me a lot of promises, but I figured I started out in the wrong foot and I had no real idea what I did or didn’t want out of life so here you go recovery like I want you to know that I want to be able to walk down the street and see the most minor details and appreciate them from the moss on the rock to a spiderweb in the corner of a building that I won’t be able to experience my children like really experience them and appreciate their strength, their weaknesses to be able to support those strength and weaknesses, but also help them get through such things that helped them refine them and take their weaknesses and make them into positives that I want you to be in my life recovery I want you to be able to help me with my insecurities with the fear that I have felt my whole life I want you to help me know that it’s OK to let go. I want you to help me be able to see if there’s something that isn’t right that I need to stay away from. I want you to help me with my mental diagnosis to get to the bottom of all the things that I’ve been through my entire life I want you to show me how to love right I want you to give me all these things that I have tried to achieve with those other guys and never coming to any real answer how to achieve these things but instead a bunch of fast talk in excuses of why I couldn’t or why I shouldn’t or how hard this is. I wanna be in your life recovery because if I don’t take the attempt in the chance and put myself in a place to be around you like I put myself around the other guys that I won’t even have contrast to know what the difference is and as I’ve been watching you these last 14 days man I’m just like you got a lot to offer me and one of the biggest things for me, which you have to offer me is to get down to the root of why I needed to hang out with those other guys and it has to do with my mental state and you give me an opportunity that as I figure out my mental state that I could be kind of myself and focus on myself and not focus on all the bad things by hanging out with the other guys has had me labeled over the years, so I’m really excited cause I know that you are are open for relationships like this that you don’t just express people off and I just really wanted to introduce myself so you know who I was but I can’t wait to experience all the things that I haven’t because I was hanging out with those other guys that I get to finally by hanging out with you get down and get the answers that I’ve always needed so I’m here. I’m around. I’ll be with you. I ain’t really going nowhere so let’s get this sky is a limit.