Loving you

Lyrics

Intro – single piano key, held. Low synth pad like a distant storm. No drums yet.) Danny (whispered, barely audible): "I didn't stop loving you… I just stopped drowning in it…" (Pause – 6 beats of silence. Just room tone.) --- (Verse 1 – soft fingerpicked guitar or clean piano. Danny sings low, tired, chest voice.) Your coat is still hanging by the door I moved it twice… then left it on the floor I swear I still hear you in the hallway light Saying "one more song"… then "goodnight" (Break – 4 beats. Danny exhales audibly.) --- (Pre-Chorus – drums enter with a soft heartbeat kick. No cymbals. Danny's voice cracks but stays melodic.) I don't hate you I hate how easy it was to stay I don't blame you I blame the way I threw myself away (Pause – 2 beats. Danny looks away from the mic effect.) --- (Chorus – full band enters but warm, not heavy. Open chords, soft cymbals. Danny sings powerful but weeping – fully clean.) SO LET ME BURY MYSELF IN WHAT WE WERE BEFORE I LEARN TO BREATHE WITHOUT YOU I'M NOT FALLING OUT OF LOVE I'M JUST FALLING INTO SOMEONE I DON'T RECOGNIZE WITHOUT THE FIGHT (Gang – soft, distant): "WITHOUT THE FIGHT…" Danny (held, breaking): And I'm letting… letting… go tonight… (Lead vocal break – 8 beats. No music except a single synth swell. Danny speaks.) "You asked me once what I was afraid of… I said spiders. I lied. I was always afraid of the day you'd stop needing me… and I'd still need you." --- (Verse 2 – back to sparse piano. Danny's voice quieter, more intimate.) I packed your things in a cardboard box But I kept the hoodie with the missing button and the coffee spots You'd laugh at that… call me dramatic God I'm gonna miss the way you were so matter-of-fact about it (Break – 4 beats. A single high piano note rings out.) --- (Pre-Chorus – same heartbeat drums. Danny's voice stronger but sadder.) I don't hate you I hate the silence where your laugh used to be I don't blame you I blame the mirror for still looking for you next to me (Pause – Danny whispers) "You're not here…" --- (Chorus – full band again, but slower, more spacious. Danny sings eyes-closed.) SO LET ME BURY MYSELF IN WHAT WE WERE BEFORE I LEARN TO BREATHE WITHOUT YOU I'M NOT FALLING OUT OF LOVE I'M JUST FALLING INTO SOMEONE I DON'T RECOGNIZE WITHOUT THE FIGHT (Gang – whisper shout): "WITHOUT THE FIGHT…" Danny (held, raw): And I'm letting… letting… (Music drops to just piano. Danny sings alone.) …go. --- (Bridge – total silence except Danny's voice. No effects. Raw as a voicemail.) Danny (spoken-sung, cracking): I hope you're happy I mean that in the worst way I hope you think of me sometimes On rainy days And I hope it hurts Just a little Not because I'm cruel But because what we had Was not supposed to be This easy to kill (Pause – 6 beats. Long synth fade in like dawn breaking.) --- (Final Chorus – half the band. Just drums, bass, and Danny. No guitars. Then everything drops.) SO LET ME BURY MYSELF IN WHAT WE WERE (Danny alone, a cappella for one line) Before I learn to breathe without you (Band crashes back soft) I'm not falling out of love I'm just falling asleep To a different ghost tonight (Outro – single piano key. Danny whispers over dying reverb.) "I still check my phone for your name… …maybe that's the grief… …maybe that's the love… …maybe they're the same thing…" (Final piano key. Hold. Static. Silence.)