Self Reflection

Lyrics

(hmmmmh, YEAHHHHH) Yo, I'm trapped in this cycle, can’t catch a break, Thoughts race like a car, I’m makin’ my mistakes. Tryna suppress it, but it’s loud like a thunder, Burnout’s creepin’ up, man, I’m pullin’ from under. Heart so big, but I’m feelin’ so small, Put everyone first, but who’s catchin’ my fall? Got a smile on my face, but it’s weighin' me down, Burnin’ like a fuse, and I’m ready to drown. I’m flexin’ like a king, but the crown feels fake, Mind on fire, and I’m ready to shake. Bitches wanna take, but I’m runnin’ on E, If I’m broken, how the fuck can I help you see? I’m spittin’ these bars, let the demons all out, Nervous breakdown lurkin’, I’m filled with doubt. Tryna hold it in, but it’s spillin’ like a flood, Every little thought makin’ me feel like a dud. I can’t change the past, can’t rewind the track, Just me and my shadows, they ain’t cuttin’ me slack. Close to the edge, yeah, I’m teeterin’ hard, Life’s a game, but I ain’t playin’ my cards. I’m flexin’ like a boss, but the weight’s gettin' tough, Mind on fire, damn, it’s never enough. Niggas call me strong, but weak’s what I feel, If I break, will I ever heal? Yo, I’m ballin’, but this pain ain’t playin’ fair, Put my heart in the ring, but I’m gaspin’ for air. Someone told me once, yeah, I’m lost in the mix, If I’m broken, I can’t help—all this bullshit conflicts. So I’m sittin' back thinkin’, tryna find my ground, Maybe it’ll get better, or I’m lost and I’m bound. Can’t suppress these demons, they’re screamin’ out loud, Time to face the truth, gotta make my own crowd. I’m flexin’ like a champ, but the pain’s in my chest, Mind on fire, gotta put this to rest. A good heart in a war, yeah, I’m takin' a stand, But if I break, will I lose what I planned? So here I am, shoutin' at the sky so blue, Tryna find a way, but it’s hard to break through. I’m a good person, but damn, I’m a mess, Mind on fire, but I’m ready to press. Yeah, let’s go!