Contradictory

Lyrics

(“come back, OH MY GOD PLEASE COME BACK! I CANT DO THIS WITHOUT YOU, IM SO LOST , PLEASE I CANT BREATHE , WHAT IS THIS PAIN OMG PLEASE ITS AGONISING MAKE IT STOP! Plllllleeeeeeeeeeeeaseee I’ll do anything”)! love is contradictory comes at a cost today the one that completes us Will one day leave you lost think back to your worst day or pain the worst aint even yet began the worst is yet to come the pain ain’t even nearly done eventually we lose someone that fateful day will one day come once alive now dead and numb to this pain we all succumb hearts once beating to the same drum now one heart must beat alone they say it's better to have loved and lost then to of never loved at all. that all depends on the circumstances. but I'd prefer to feel Alone than left behind suffering either way ur alone at the end I prefer to think that I was unlovable opposed to being left with a hole in my heart. It’s like surviving an accident that paralyses you and the humane thing to do would be to put you down but now you’re just stuck trapped in this skin  missing a vital part of you think back to your worst day or pain the worst aint even yet began the worst is yet to come the pain ain’t even nearly done eventually we lose someone that fateful day will one day come once alive now dead and numb to this pain we all succumb hearts once beating to the same drum now one heart must beat alone (“is this it”)