Were were u 3

Lyrics

I screamed, I fucking pleaded I even fkn prayed just to hold you one more day im lost, and afraid what was good now decayed no good news that awaits there’s no way to change our fate no matter how much hope or faith there’s no way to negate how our lives will ultimately equate can’t go back and clean the slate do things different to change your fate your life for mine I would trade a life without you I can’t take and knowing that on our last day we were up in each others face u thought u Was getting played that I was thirsty and I wanted to stray the week after my daddy passed away I got laid off work bills were being unpaid I didn’t want you to know hence why I was so vague on your mind the doubt it plagued these thoughts ur mind enslaved a split decision was then made veered onto the tracks head on with that freight three years to this day each year I dread the date It’s me who paid the ultim-mate this heart gone to waste in this pain my guilt incased in my tears there’s trauma laced adds more layers to this broken down place small lies come with high stakes oh you have no idea the ache like each bone in my chest IT breaks im not here but I’m awake crying on the ground were you where laid below me your body lies decayed our favourite song is on replay NOW IM JUST FKN BITTER FILLED WITH HATE FEELS LIKE IM DROWNING EVERYDAY WHO NEEDS ENEMIES WHEN ITS YOU THAT U HATE CANT LOVE MYSELF SO HOW COULD I BE YOUR MATE IF I GOT NOTHING TO GIVE THEN WHAT U GOT TO GAIN WHEN YOUR KNOWN FOR CAUSING droughts NO ONE EXPECTS U TO MAKE IT RAIN NO ONE TURNS TO YOU FOR LOVE WHEN ALL U GIVE IS PAIN NO ONE SEES YOUR VICTORY WHEN ALL YOU WEAR IS SHAME LIKE POINTING THE FINGER WHEN UR the one AT BLAME it’s like finding life in this pit of decayed I JUST WISH SOMONE WOULD FKN PAY TAKE IT OUT ON SOMONE I FKN HATE JUST annihilate THERE FKN FACE BLEED THEM OUT TO JUST A STAIN ON THE PAVEMENT THIER LIFE IS SLAYN SHIT WHY NOT LIFE HAS NO meaning YOUR JUST LIKE ME but u can’t take a beating now here you are screaming like a weakling piss ant pleading as ur screaming like a pig ur just squealing BLOOD ALL OVER THE CEILING OF THIS CRIME THERES NO CONCEALINg GET THE BIN AND START WHEELING CUT U INTO SECTIONS TO START FREEZING AS IM JAMMING AND SQUEEZING AS UR BODY IS SEIZING the stench is wreeking SO I GIVE YOU A BLEACHING CLOSE THE LID DRIVE YOU OUT TO THE CLEARING PUT MY HAND IN UR POCKET AND PULL OUT THIS LOCKET AND THEN MY STOMACH FEELS KNOTTED A PICTURE OF HIS KIDS OF WHO HE BESOTTED THE WORDS I LOVE YOU ACROSS THIS PHOTO JOTTED I feel so fkn rotten this darkness I fear is growing my demons are all showing in my blood this evil flowing so it’s best that I be going load my gun shoot my point blank blowingout my brain gun smoking blood flowing my heart rate slowing the crows around me start crowing the fear it starts growing what happens next no way of knowing can’t breathe start choking