Fine, Not Okay

Lyrics

Verse 1 You used to meet me in the morning, Like being there was what you chose. I’d see your name light up the screen, Then one day, you just didn’t show. You knew exactly when I’d be there, But never tried to come around. And every silence said much more Than all the sweet words from your mouth. Pre-Chorus You say you like me more than I know, But feelings shouldn’t be this hard to show. Chorus I’m fine, but I’m not okay with it, I’m not crying, I’m just done making sense of it. You said you wanted me, but never made the time, So don’t tell me you like me when your actions say goodbye. I’m fine, but there’s resentment underneath, Because you gave your empty moments, never anything I need. You can say you cared, but I don’t believe it’s true— If you really liked me, you would’ve tried to. Verse 2 Now all I get are little messages, A sentence here, a random reel. Just enough to keep the door unlocked, But not enough to make it real. You’ve got time to meet up with those women, Pose beside them, post them online. Funny how your schedule opens up Whenever the person isn’t mine. Pre-Chorus Maybe you liked the thought of me, But not enough to give me what I need. Chorus I’m fine, but I’m not okay with it, I’m not crying, I’m just done making sense of it. You said you wanted me, but never made the time, So don’t tell me you like me when your actions say goodbye. I’m fine, but there’s resentment underneath, Because you gave your empty moments, never anything I need. You can say you cared, but I don’t believe it’s true— If you really liked me, you would’ve tried to. Bridge And I doubt you’ll even hear this song, You never stayed around that long. Maybe you’ll scroll right past my name, The way you passed up every chance. I wasn’t asking for your whole life, Just a little effort, once or twice. But I won’t beg someone to choose me When choosing me should feel easy. Final Chorus I’m fine, but I’m not okay with it, I won’t break, but I won’t pretend it didn’t hurt a bit. You had time for everybody else, but none to give to me, And now your words don’t mean a thing without consistency. I’m fine, and soon the anger’s gonna leave, But you don’t get to call it love when you gave the bare minimum to me. You can say you liked me, but I know what’s true— If you really liked me, you would’ve tried to. Outro I’m not crying over what we never became. I just wish your effort matched the things you claimed. I’m fine… But I’m not okay with it.