Based on two

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Some days I disappear inside myself The world feels too loud, and I can’t yell for help I carry this weight like it’s stitched to my skin I shut every door, just to lock you in But you never leave, even when I fade You wait in the quiet, you sit through the rain I don’t know how you still see the light When I can’t even see through the night [Chorus] You’re the only place that feels like home When I come undone, you never let me go I push and I pull, I fall and I break But you stay like the earth stays under the quake You don’t need to speak, your silence is kind You’re the only peace I ever find I wish I could be more, I wish I could stay But you love me anyway [Verse 2] I’ve been caught in the spiral too many times Tried to climb out, but I slide on my mind I hate how I vanish, I hate how I drown I hate that I’m not always safe to be around And still — you reach for me, gently, each time With hands full of patience, eyes that remind Me I’m more than the noise in my chest You hold what’s broken, and call it blessed [Bridge 1] But God, I get scared I’m the one who’ll make you bleed That loving me means carrying what no one should need What if I’m the storm that slowly steals your sun? What if I’m the reason you start to come undone? There are nights I lie awake and beg the sky To give you peace, even if it means goodbye Not ‘cause I don’t love you — it’s because I do And I’d rather be gone than be the one who breaks you [Chorus - soft] You’re the only place that feels like home When I come undone, you never let me go I push and I pull, I fall and I break And you stay like the earth stays under the quake You don’t need to speak, your silence is kind You’re the only peace I ever find I wish I could be more, I wish I could stay But you love me anyway [Bridge 2 – gentle version] If I vanish one day, and the quiet is too loud Know it was never because I didn’t want to stick around Sometimes the weight just gets hard to explain And I worry you’re hurting just watching my pain But you never make me feel like too much And your love is the thing I keep holding on to I may not always show it or know what to say But you help me stay — you help me stay [Final Chorus - strong, tearful) Oh you’re the reason I haven’t let go When the dark takes hold, you’re the one I know Who sees all the mess and still chooses to stay Who reaches for me when I push you away I don’t always show it, but I hope you see You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me