Unhealthily in Love

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Don’t know if this is for me Don’t know why I’m so deeply unhappy at times I hate my phone, ‘cause you’re glued to yours Jump when you snap your fingers or slam the doors [Verse 2] I hate my voice, ‘cause you’re shouting with yours Always down on my knees, but not just for chores Traded my calm for your chaos with ease Surely love shouldn’t feel like a slow disease [Pre-Chorus] I’m becoming like you An insecure, controlling, out-of-control mess Who loves you— We both only love you Can I love you any less? [Chorus] Don’t know when last I’ve felt so lonely Lonely while you hold me I find myself hopeless without you But also a little hopeless with you [Verse 3] I’m just the spare wheel, waiting for a turn With friends you speed ahead, and I crash and burn Stunt my own growth, lost in your gear While I keep trying to shift, but you’re nowhere near [Chorus] Don’t know when last I’ve felt so lonely Lonely while you hold me I find myself hopeless without you But also a little hopeless with you [Bridge] No one to talk to, no words that feel right No soft place to land when I cry at night Drifting from friends who once knew my name Turning from family—but I’m not sure who’s to blame [Chorus - Repeat] Don’t know when last I’ve felt so lonely Lonely while you hold me I find myself hopeless without you But also a little hopeless with you [INSTRUMENTAL] [Outro] I know this isn’t for me Still don’t know why I’m so unhealthily in love this time Kept holding on just to feel something true Now I’m half of myself and still not enough for you