In a life I Waste

Lyrics

I've been told for as long I can remember that I'm just a shy antisocial loner and I'm sick of it now sit back and listen for a second your giving me a fucking headache. So tell me How would you be able to do anything in this life if you knew the day was over as soon as your were awake instantly feel every damn loss on display never wanting to complain it's not everyday the bad days just dominate when you think of all you have to do that day your knees start to shake so you hesitate an decide nah I better just hibernate all you want is to feel ok but you can never escape the hell that awaits inside it just circulates so why try because it's coming and it always negates any progress that you make So all you can do is Struggle thru wit little complaints looking like a fool living in a life you hate thinking fear panic and anxiety are your fate trapped inside mental restraints Telling yourself your fake hiding behind all the medicine that you take feeling the Pain as you just lay and you shake falling from grace because the pain is what you embrace Stuck wishing through the disgraced insanity you chase Like it's your favorite fucking place in the life you waste And that's just a taste of what it takes to be me.